paper and umbrella

heheheh aku kambang psal boss ku (well, when i mention boss, it usually means boss tmpat attachment, tpi kdgnya boss bhgn schlrshp..) ani boss attchment lah, she said my paper/work was good! yay! (she checked it immediately ah. maybe she really needed it urgently bah, tpi aku yg minta extend jadi 2weeks.. in which i only used 1 week. haiya)

but ofcourse, it wasnt as solid SOLID.. she wanted me to add in something.. but at least, it wasnt useless and totally rubbish ait? :D its good to know that i am actually able to deliver (or at least i think i might have the potential to be able to deliver in the future). i always have this doubt, maybe i did okay in my studies tapi barangkali inda pandai bekeraja.. bcause blajar and bkraja are different, so i doubted myself.

didnt know she's taking that case paper seriously. i thought i am being tested again as usual, and that paper will be used as a draft or guideline or something. but her comments on it make me think that she'll be using it for something.. its a case yg related to islamic2 bah, yatah aku tkut ni.. haha.. takut salah tulis, atau penyampaian, atau kefahaman.. bcause it pretty sensitive, krg bdusa ku.. hehehe.. but yeah, its not like she'll be using my advise/statement without further verification kaan.. (at least fr a first timer like me, works like that need verification that says statement ku nada bsalahan dgn yg spatutnya. hehe) so fair enough..

boss will call me up again to discuss the paper and meet the new officers. somehow im looking forward to it. tapiiii malasku kan buat kraja atu plg, i need to solidify it, and it wont be easy. banyaak tu jua kan dicari, kan di aga. hmm. aku mau tau sja apa yg kan ia discuss and ways to improve my case paper. and well, im curious abt the new officers.

anyway, lastnite i went to training (more like workout lah). i enjoyed the last 2 trainings. yay. funny how i didnt have enough sleep and it was hard fr me to memajalkan diri datang training skali lapas training atu the mood feels lighter and jadi fresh, payah tia kan tidur. so the cycle repeats --> nd cukup tdur, malas kn dtg training, udah atu tiba2 happy and fresh, ahir lgi tdur. hmm.

we did interval runnings in groups. like 120m, 15-20 times (maybe 15), with speed. yatah ngalihku. but the last one, i sprinted. then my friend didnt expect i could be that fast, so she said "coach, she actually can run fast. she's been running using energy saving mode" before ani aku pernah buat all-out speed dgn workout partner ku saja.. hehe.. nda plg laju bnr, but faster than my usual 'fast'..  i then replied "awu i can, but... u know, people say prepare ur umbrella before it rains" *sengih* meaning, i was saving my energy incase we need to do more difficult workouts (nada kna gitau ni kmi ani brapa sets kn dbuat or apa2 saja kn dbuat.. its a surprise attack)  or aku tkut kpisan, so im just using my 'full energy' fr the last one. tantu kan. hehehe. then coach's reply was smart "but how many times we already had running tests? u never used ur umbrella" lalu saya rasa seperti ditikam2... haha. i just told him that running tests scare me somehow and i tend to use the same speed.. nnti tah ku cuba tukar caraku blusir, lets see if i can tahan.. hehe..

okay, beceritaku eh..

emm