happy 17th july..

surprisingly feeling fresh and upbeated (almost happy, i think) after the training! :D haha i dont know why. maybe its my way of taking a break now (after getting sleepy and sometimes bored babysitting:p) or bcause when i dont take things seriously, it becomes a joy~ hehe.. (came fr training very late, and did like less than 1/3 of the training. hence "not taking it seriously" hehehe) but got it, i cant take things (very) seriously or i'll miss the joy and fun in it. (or so i think. heh)

my job description fr babysitting is easy. just watch him in the morning-afternoon, and watch them in the afternoon. but somehow it was a bit tiring.. pasal barangkali mbari mengantuuk.. slept fr like 3hrs last night.. i could have done my assignment while watching my nephew but i was focus-drained! so i didnt do anything today. agh. have to do everything tmrrow (karang!), most likely i wont be coming fr training.

bcause i didnt have enough sleep, i fell asleep tadiii.. udahku tebangun, 9.35pm! thats why i was late fr training (and i didnt mind. lgi th siuk:p my family didnt wake me up either pasal usulku kelalahan kli. hehe).. people didnt question why i was late.. maybe they think i went to masjid or did something important.. (ah not fair, its like disguising under the good skin. apakaan:p), but told coach and my friend lah why i was late.. hehe..

ah. i told you i am not going beraya kan.. no no, cancelled. just been told that bigger boss, the director, didnt approve my "volunteering", incase other associated departments are looking fr me, pasal ia ampir september udah.. i might get called up any time fr keraja.. so, inda tah ku jadi INDA beraya. beraya taah ku. not even sure if im happy or not. haha. but oh temburong dear! emm

okay.. tmorrow is another new day!


dear sister, happy 17th july.. i miss you..