jam kasut workout

i think.. im doing the workout not solely bcause i have to do it to prepare myself fr the possibility of going into THE school.. im doing it mostly bcause i WANT to do it, bcause im kind of enjoying it.. and i'd rather spent my time there than doing totally nothing..

true, some days i lost reasons to come.. i felt lazy and just didnt want to do it anymore.. but.. still, im not doing it just bcause i have to prepare myself.. i dont want the bosses to get the impression that im a dedicated girl, coming to the workout session bcause i really want to prepare myself fr the school.. no, not really.. i came, bcause i want to be there, to be with them and to maintain the fitness for selfish purposes.. (self satisfaction and sayang to lose the fitness, etc etc)

and IF, i dont go to the school nnti, i wont think that coming to the morning session is a waste of time.. no.. this'd be one of my most valuable experiences... maybe i'd still feel disappointed somehow somewhere.. but i wont say "ngalih saja ku workout tiap2 pagi"

lately aku tired! huhu.

eh eh i asked my brother to belanja me a pair of new sport shoes and he said yes~ (ofcourse! :p) calinya, aku excited! haha. and hopefully another brother buy me a gps watch :D he asked if i wanted to kirim anything before ia blayar the other day, and bcause of several reasons, i didnt name any specific thing.. but now aku ani terberharap brabis th ia mbalikan jam ani.. caaliii.. haha. (bcause he kept on hinting. atau aku perasan. but then again he said he was afraid inda sampat shopping jua. so i dont know.. i just can hope laah. hehe) *thats how i survive. asked bro A to buy this, bro B buy that.. hahah nadalah. mnadaku slalu cmani :p