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today was... easy. heheh. (adehh ambung:p)

but i drank 2 cups of coffee at 9am. lapas tu mcm urg inda baik prasahanku. im awake but not awake. kan menangisss ku rasaaanyaaa. udah th inda cukup tidur. huhu. inda plgku concentrate drive and bcakap sma anak buahku pun mcm urg inda mndgr aku atu. no good. no good. bnar th, batah th lgi ku stop minum kupi ni.

woke up at 4plus am. started my day at 6am again. i think the program is for 3mths. kpisan lah ku. tpi esok the kids nada, bcause they have things to settle. so at 7am lah.

i had an interesting conversation lepak-lepak session with coach tadi (and friends). we were talking about things. adalah jua pasal our studies, they asked if my friend and i are planning to take barrister course and be lawyers. surprising me, coach said to me "you better be a lawyer" paused for miliseconds. but sampatku bpkir and was interested in what he was about to say next. thought it was gonna be one of his wise mojo-mojo again, something along the line 'it will secure ur future bla bla' but he said "you better be a lawyer bcause u know how to talk talk talk" HAH? he smiled his sheepish smile "lawyer is not really about the law. as long as they know how to talk and lie" i snapped "oh what u mean is I CAN LIE. that i know how to lie!!!" haha. apaaalah ini orang. sasakku! bukan sasak bnar lah.. hehe..

most people wouldnt describe me as "know how to talk" - i only know how to talk when im with my close friends. when im comfortable enough. or know how to write words in some papers. im surprised at myself, surprised at how i became so talkative (annoying) with them. not all the time lah. ada masa2nya. kdg2 diamk yg diam ku. but still, coach is probably the only person who ever described me as "know how to talk!" at least the only person to have said it outloud, and moreover, he is kind of baru kenal aku.. so what he said was just.. refreshing..

inda tia ia tau kali aku ani sbnrnya difficult to convey my thoughts and opinions when i have to convey them (mcm klw presentation kah apa. atau time serius2), mna lagi nervous yg nada2 tu. klw time main2 cani, lancar eh. puii. haha. plus his version of 'i know how to talk' is not like he is saying that im wise and all that.. its just the way i always joked around with what they said or when i was being sarcastic, when i was being annoying, when i was twisting their and my words around.. and psal aku slalu minta discount2 lah apa.. hehe..

but all in all, it was refreshing.. :)