they saw whatever they saw in me, and they wanted it. i dont know what it is. but it made them overlooked some important things. u know when u want things, u dont care about the minor defects - thinking it could be fixed, thinking it'll be arite, thinking there will be ways?
little did i know the consequences of being "overlooked" - they should have told me everything, loud and clear..
its just.. i cant help but feel how selfish people can be..
yg menanggugnya sayaaa bh itu..
there were things that went wrong in the process many years ago.. i only realise it, setarang2nya now.. how could they took this thing lightly?
i tried to put my mind into this. it wasnt easy, but i slowly did better into 'digesting' this. and whatever theyre telling me now is disturbing me. i doubt myself more than ever now. and the pressure is building up.. and im angry..
i dont want this to happen again in the future. dont ever do that again. not to others.
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