rupanya...?

today is a homestay day... eceh..

rupanyaaa aku balum tidur~ (woaah ptg ku bngun ni)

rupaanyaa aku balum deal with my trancsripts and uni claim.. esok lah..

rupanyaaa thursday sudah ni..

rupanyaaa aku inda lagi batah pulaii.. nyeh..

wanted to write something *clever* haha.. tpi lupaku eh.

but.. i'll just say something. anything.. like.. this one:

dont live to impress others.. bcause when everything falls apart, you'll blame a lot of things.. live for yourself, for whats good fr you, for what makes u happy.. dunia, akhirat.. and most importantly, niat darling~ live.. lillahi ta'ala..

(niat is something i have to understand better, fix and keep on fixing..)

--> paasal kan, wahai adik2.. klw urg inda impress or if u live just so others like u, skali once they turn away from u.. u will have nothing left, frustrated and all the negative things.. and therefore, a big chance that u'll turn to be... a worse person than u are today (depends on how u deal with the so called frustation laah).. so.. yeah.. (u can imagine lah contoh2nya cemana, sendirimuu lah ah :p)

*happiness duniawi is a very abstract thing though. ive made some difficult choices that might have confused me between "success" and "happiness" but okay lah.. minus my confusion, i am happy, in a lot of ways.. heheh~

and.. be.. grateful for everything. u have what they dont. they have what u dont. so.. be grateful.. for whatever we have, whatever we had. for whoever we are.. [cant count my blessings enough. alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal]

note to myself :)

mcm sibnar kan aku? :p

selamat pagi.............