kids, us, nature?

when u observe kids, you will realise that they want what the other kid has. cua liat kids yg ada sibs umur ampir lah examplenya. when the brother pigang this toy, the other brother/sister suddenly wants that same toy tah jua; they want what others have.

tells a lot about human nature, i guess. we want what others have. we want what we dont acquire..

lurus..? most people. most of the time lah..

biasa lah, kurang besyukur.. hehehe. we often dont realise what we have. inda sadar that people envy what we have. that we are not appreciative enough. that we dont know how special we are, that we dont realise that some people would rather be us, would rather live our life..

emm.. today wasnt that productive, didnt do any sport (ytah esuk mbaginya kpisan tu.. hehe) but at least i did my draft for my assgn~ ani kan lawakan lgi (which i doubt i'd finish it by tonite. psal aku kn tidur awal. esuk start early, have to start my "attachment and training" day at 630am.. ah inda tia impressed boss ni~ kana tinggalkan sminggu sudah inda jua siap2nya.. atukan inda difficult krajanya ani.. hehehe.

anyway.. met some applicants again today. yatah kn, ada tia this one conversation.. i heard someone said she has a huge crush on (anubah that GUY i climbed the hills with. hehe). but she mentioned him by the name. so i said "who?" mnalah ku tau susurgalur sgala nama2 abisdia ani.. hehe.. skali they explained and said "let me show u his picture" - and i saw a picture of him, taken from a newspaper. oh HIM. she told me how she met him arah stadium, how this and that.(indalah ku cerita aku TERjumpa ia jua, atuu bnar.. luan ala, inda mau alah tu eh:p) rupanyaa byk peminat lelaki ani.. heheh. ofcourse lah ah, typically, who doesnt want someone as high profile as him? and then something was triggered inside me, it kind of said "wah he has a lot of fans. i should have done something cute the other day while i have that easy access, so that he at least will remember me well" haha - but something snapped me, fast and sharp. "what for, thats not even what you want. and more importantly, not your type lah" - something inside me further snapped "you only said that bcause its the theory of -people want what others want- slash -the more its hard to get, the more you want it- and when u want things bcause of that, go back and think... that is just wrong. u should want things bcause u want them..

so then.. my mind immediately asked me to put walls around "these are the people i would usually avoid" hehehe. doesnt mean theyre not the cool people. nada lah jahat or apakah dorang ani.. i shouldnt even judge. but people have preferences and its just my preferences have always been to hang out with the "low profile kinds of friends", the kind of people who knows how difficult life could be.. the kind of people who wont run after the high profile people just bcause theyre high profile (as opposed to whatever they might SEE in them, apart from the profiless) i think? or so i think?