meruah..

went thru my facebook timeline, meruah dari awal sampai taun 2010.. atupun inda abis.. ngalihku.. haha.. this time around, aku meruah sgala komen2.. (more detail lah.. hehe)

where have i been? i feel like... i am becoming a dull, very dull person.. and its just.. we are growing up, getting older and people go arah path masing2.. you dont even talk to many of those who used to be... close with you?

and... i know its different now.. meruah post lama2, i saw my replies for my sister.. her comments werent there anymore ofcourse, but.. i saw my comments and.. i miss us :(

no one gets me like she did. no one laughs at my jokes the way she did and i dont laugh at anyone's jokes like i did at hers.. i dont have the kind of private jokes and secret talk the way i.. talked to her.. the day u lost someone who knows and loves you that much is the day you lost a huge part of yourself.. i miss her.. :(

no one inspires and teaches me things the way she did.. kalau pun macam2 ku liat, blajar from other people.. and wlwpun its a lot better than what i could get from her, its... not the same.. no..

2009 and 2010 seemed like her happiest years and i found myself as a very happy person in those years.. i.. i dont think i realise how huge that part of me have i lost..  :(