we tango

today wasnt so bad. not as crazy as yesterday. well i think it depends on how serious i handle the matter. sure i am still busy and far more pressured than previous weeks. if i live my days like yesterday (i'd die, literally of exhaustion and maybe starvation), haha, naa, if i live my days like this week.. i might change the world! (haha again), i'll become a productive-successful kind of person - within such a short time.  lakas tu maju eh. yeah. emm bah.

actually, depends on my partner jua bh. kelmarin and the previous days ia ani.. ya rabbi.. mencangak rasanya.. its a good thing though, ia rajin.. aku pun tpaksa rajin. i have to join in her tango.. if she dances that way, i should follow. i have to show at least equal level of commitment. emm.. from what i saw in class, she is this smart/rational person klw ia becakap, not sure in writing though.. (trust me, people show different abilities in speaking and writing. some people kdgnya andang pndai, tapi tlampau pndai ani dorang might go out of context soalan klw arah writing. because they know everything and want people to know what they know. or over konpiden lah. and kdgnya pndai bcakap, kurang arah writing, maybe its just their lack of technical-academic ways of thinking and more to fortunes in experience and confidence. kdgnya pndai dua2, kdgnya inda pndai dua2. ah well).

so anyway, she is a mature lady. maybe 10 years older than me. maybe more. someone with a lot of experience and brain. i respect her a lot.. she is humorous too and.. she really is good at working as a team. psal ia kawin udah kali ah? haha. indaa.. really, she listens eventhough i sense her disagreement. she is the kind of person yang give and take. kerjasama and dig out things from me (u know, kdgnya we're out of words, we go quiet and all.. she just know how to make you talk.. like she knows how to bring the best out of someone! catulah). but what i like the most about her, yatah tu.. her "team" spirit ah. she accepts my way, i accept hers. basically we tango lah! haha. and its kind of surprising because i think we have some big gap in our ways of seeing things. i am really excited to bring this kind of experience back home! :)

i am a grown up now?

have to go buat another subject punya homework. another review. i'll explain my crazy assgn nanti. and be interested! :p