let me go home...

i felt a bit better last night. i managed to do some works. and i took some stroll - ceh, ke kadai makan, menghirup udara. and makan kuih melayu, bingka and seri muka. pasal aku mimpi makan kuih Brunei
:( i told u, i miss home. i miss my sister. terribly so :(

i think i know how "being alone" really feel like now.. i always had her care for me. i didnt talk to her everyday but its so comforting to at least see her updates on facebook and the next day she'd say something to me or i would say something to her. sometimes its enough to see they are there. to know they really are there. sigh, i miss her....

I DONT WANNA BE HERE. i hate this place.

ate some 'breakfast' at 5am, havent slept yet since last nite. and i said (joked) to housemate.. jnth tidur, lets just continue the day. because i need to do work anyway..

nah cabul. tried to sleep and awang2 udah.. skali received SMS and call from my group partner - ai tau sudah aku ani angap timenya kan angap. minta mahapku eh. laju btw partnerku ani menaip and meconstruct sentences for a formal simulation "email".. i wonder cematukah dorang urg putih di sini ani mbuat kraja? its their language anyway so they can buat ayat sanang2, capat2? ai atu siuk dorang buat assignment tu eh. and briefing paper. capat paham and sanang mbual, sanang paraphrase..

alum tah ku tidur ni. on standby, until 9am. simulation ends at 9am. one less burden. but lots more to do. i dont know if i can do this. i really dont. i just wanna run away :(