Wednesday, September 12, 2012

i... miss you.

its not easy when i did something hilariously stupid, or when i laughed hard at something funny.. suddenly thinking: ive got to tell you this! we'd giggle at it and share it as our little private joke for the next hundred years..

its not easy when i suddenly think: how are you?

its not easy, not easy at all when i forget and look for you..

... and.... youre not there anymore.

that stabbing-heart-wrenching feeling, its still here. i still have to keep reminding myself that.... things are not the same again. that things will never be the same again... no... not without you.

i miss you, you know?

praying for your happiness there.

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