syhh sleep..

eghh. if i occupy myself with bigger, more important things. i will stop overthinking!! school and stupid things i said would be the least i'd think about. im feeling stupid. thats all.

i think im pretty weird this week. i suddenly participated in class (CP), which malasku ingau slalunya unless no better choice. inda jua ku beazam kn merangkul gold medal dlm acara becakap di class kali.. mau distinction eh, tpi yg ku gatal2an bcakap rh class yg nada require % mark in CP ani, behapa? this week, many times i dont care what others think, i just do what i want (but later i might come home, regretting, thinking, feeling stupid). also, im pretty active on facebook. and when all the things i did are combined together, it points out to this direction: i is (maybe stress) and i is missing home. half-consciously, i directed my feelings towards some kind of trackable patterns. hehehe. suffering homesickness.

and i channelled my unwanted energy into jogging too. inda lah, bnrnya aku jog bkn psal i thought i was stress.. housemate i bawa ~ skali siukkk! because we didnt know where we were going. masuk sja tia simpang atu.. belok kiri, belok lagi kiri... langui, "eh dmna ni?" haha. so malas to walk back home!! i thought we could go back home dari jalan tambus menambus.. tapi no, out sudah jln kami atu.. inda lagi tambus. so we had to use jalan yg kami pakai sebelumnya.. nah lari tia critaku.

ya Allah, tenangkan hatiku... amin.