scared...

what was i thinking, choosing the courses i am doing.. i should have thought deeply time awal2 kn enrol, timenya kosssooong brabis. bisai udh, aku 2nd sem.. ertinya byk dapat enrol awal, masa byk space masih..

towards the end, i am stuck.. kn drop, nada lagi pakai mngganti.. yg lain full..

should have known the website yg bagi courses outlines in details, so that i know tinggi langit.. haha

kepisan eh. i am scared. sure ive been through sem 1, sure at the end i forgot how hard it was.. but to think of it, sem 1 was so much 'easier' than sem 2.. or so it seems.. no wonder lah msaku tnya kwanku ani dlu (ia sem 2, aku sem 1).. mna lagi sanang? law subjects or pols? she said, pols is easier.. but its weekly.. meanwhile law is harder, but it is intensive (4days of 6-8hrs class). i thought when she said "weekly", she meant weekly atu mngalih kn dtg minggu2, klw intensive tantu capat abisnya.. now i see what weekly means: more class contribution, weekly tasks, weekly mini 500 essays, weekly reading.. sigh. tiring :( and scary..

i have 3 pols sub this sem. last sem, i only had 1 pols... hmm..

hantah kau eh.

oh, and im sooo waiting fr sbuting lagi markah last sem ani.. he said, early this week or mid this week.. usually lurus ni dorang ah.. and now, early week sudah baibai.. its now up to what mid week means - (is end week on fri? or on sun?)

ya Allah... tawakkaltu 'alaAllah..