A-supper

haha there goes my 'american bfast' habit again:p im free now so i have time to make this. i know its incomplete. i think it'll always be that way, yellow, while im in aussie. psalnya aku nada suka sausagenya dsni.. stakat ani lah.. and i dont really eat other stuff mcm beans and roasted tommy.. pndaiku mkan, tpi nda favvy.. name is bfast, tpi this is my supper. just now. with my hot chocy. ;D

im in a happy positive mood i think. the kind of mood that gives me a go on last few weeks and did my essays coolly and took each day as it comes.. and i should, rightfully, make full use of this mood, pkai ia to do my next assgn.. tpi balumku start. bnar th urg ani~ haha. im afraid to get too attached to this new pattern of life.. because then it'll be hard fr me to go back to school next sem!! scream!!

eh eh, i dont know if this is a right thing to say on blog.. my hair msani sungguh panjang, that i'd TER-sit on it klw duduk.. panjang? ;p i kept it long fr... 3 yrs now? so that i wont have any regret or tears (:p) comes the day when i have to cut it short, like a soldier does... man, why do i have to sacrifice my life this way? haha. naa,i have to stop questioning, and take it like a big girl would :)

hmm. u now i talked about lenient lecturers earlier? having one might be super good and advantageous.. but at one point, u will never know the truth.. u will never know how u are really doing.. good? bad? okay? u will never have that satisfaction. u will learn very slowly. its like everyone telling u half-lies, telling u how good u are when u are not even that good.. sometimes thats exactly what we need.. but other times, we need people to say to our face that we are craps (in a diplomatic, psychological way ofkos:p), that we are not good enough.. that way we'll learn, we'll improve.. aye? :)

alright. what to do now? basuh pinggan!! facebook buat rondaan on the pages yg ku inda like tapi malar meliat!! haha TAA. night!