papers and cake!

HAAAH. thats what i have to do today. see all the tiny tiny booklets icon on my laptop screen? plus the printed version on the keyboard. i got used to reading articles/books on the laptop screen, yes. slowly slowly i got used to it. mula2 atu juling eh, i had to print them out. tapi lama2 atu sangal th jua memprint. mcm mbazir. banyak jua tu kn dprint? but this assgn, i had to print them. have to read and re-read, must have the facts right. and left none unread.

and... those are 13 docs of xx pages each!! facts of the assigned case. including court hearings. of which i have read before but i bet carelessly. i must have left out some facts, and picked only what i thought was important. so tonight, i have to re-read them!! banyaaaak! but its important for me to get the facts right.... and locate exactly where i found them for footnotes references.... thats why i insist on having them printed out.... aaah. banyak....

and these are the facts sajaaaa. the applicable law cari tmpat lain lagi (udahku cari. but maybe carelessly jua) and then discuss, give the opinion... like a lawyer, like a lawyer yeah~ told u, im a loyar terjun... but in my professor's word: "u know sometimes i got jealous with those engineers. they make a lot of money. not like US, LAWYERS" -- 'us'? 'lawyers?' weee... so honoured to be "included". i feel sooo belong. hahaha.

my PG is like 60% law, 40% politics. i mean 50% law subjects, and 50% pols. but the pols are mixed up with laws. entwined. i am no lawyer. far from being one. but i am getting the idea. who says law and pols are boring?? (i did! hahaha). some truth in it, yes. if the only things we have to learn is the provisions of the law without applying them to situations. tappiii sudahnya kana applied to cases and real life, itss ssoooo interesting!! i dare to say, its one of the best way to see the world!! inda payah travel keliling dunia. haha:p get to understand bitss how the world works.. and its interesting trying to figure out cases... (interesting is not without cost, we all know that...)

reading my LIBRA zodiac the other day (accidentally ter-encounter..) it says, libras arent likely gonna make good politicians.. because their standpoint always moderate (in the middle. consider things in many angles). but theyre going to make a good diplomat (because they have a lot of diplomacy skills. remember, libras favour balanced views) and theyre going to make a good lawyer! oh yes, see there? never thought about that before. hahaha. (because libras have the aability to understand and analyse complicated situation. and have a strong sense of justice - some even say, it'll backfire them -) hmm.. something to ponder upon. not that im saying i believe those 100%, but its fun to peek thru the zodiac and see if there are some similarities with your personality. and.. even IF most libras are like that, some things are just different with us maybe because we are affected by our up-bringings and our environment, the way we are nurtured.. our experience.. our lack of experience.. etc etc.. ; we are the modified version of our "nature". hahaha. got more explanations and elboration and theory i wanted to add here, tapi sangalku. okeh~ [anyway, i know i am an overanalysing-kind-of person. a friend also confirmed that:p and i think u can detect that character from my blog too! i enjoy being an overanalysing person and it gives advantages to me, and sometimes it gives me the deeep understanding of things, people and ability to see micro details of life ('sometimes' i said:p) but sadly, it also backfires.. its killing me in many ways too.. i have to learn how to control that. apply where necessary, and know when to just... let go off it. kalau ada penyakit "overanalysed" - mcm pnyakit "anxiety" i might have been one of those who suffer. haha. na'uzubillah...  well, im learning to... be... "okay" haha.. :)

aah one more pic:

what i had for my supper. cheesecake (again. malar udhku makan ani) and my hot sexy milo xoxo.. not bad.. but bad for gula and cholestrol in-take :S

bh, i'll do my reading by late nite. psal im going to watch tb at 630pm until i dont know when. siuk2 critanya tonite!