nutty chocolate

eiii that nutty chocolate drink is so eiyye. tpi more than half jua ku minum. syg jua duit tu mn tarus ku buang kali? :p its a mix of frozen yoghurt, hazelnut, milk, chocolate kali.. but didnt expect yoghurtnya atu pekat brabis. i said "mcm susu bangas ada jua rsanya ani" and i wasnt kidding. when housemate tasted it, she agreed 120% :p

something crossed my mind earlier today.. remember how difficult i thought it was fr me, being the only girl wearing hijab in class, while my courses are the sensitive ones? then i got used to it bit by bit.. the only thing i dont like is the fact that being the only one wearing tudong means im so noticeable. wlw th urg inda ingat mukaku kiranya, they know my existence.. they remember me.. they can easily remember what i said and did.. and possibly im the only one yg btudong ambil this program this yr, that means.. whatever subject i take, they know the tudong girl is me. but to my advantage, the lecturers remember me easily, in a blink of an eye:p bnr eh. hehe. hmm i can tolerate sensitive topics, i swallowed and blocked them well. and i am quite used to being different. (tpi klw new class nd plg siuk tu, masih jua krasahan 'being different' atu). but.. that talk show day, one of the groups picked the women rights treaty topic one. this treaty has conflicts with many muslim countries and shariah.. (ah kana google, smpai ni ke mari eh..), then one of them acted as a muslim woman, portraying an expert of shariah law. nothing was really wrong in her speech. its just she opined that islam should not be interpreted in the traditional way.. which partly could be true jua kn, depending on methodology and that 5 principles of shariah (one of them: hukum berubah mngikut peredaran zaman) BUT then, caranya pun mesti lurus, inda bleh contradict sama hukum islam yg ada dalil jelas. pokoknya jgn kn tesecular2, temodern2 sukati.. caranya mesti jua lurus. she didnt mention any sensitive or wrong thing, i think, she did not elaborate more. but its just... somehow it hurt me..  antah ah.. antah..

mana th jua ia expect kali ada urg di class atu yg ada background shariah.. atau they wont even care if they know.. and that session wasnt opened to Q&A.. lagipun she didnt say anything wrong, although maybe lack of deep understanding... inda plgku tau if bnrnya ia atu muslim ah.. if she is, then she should have elaborated more in what ways islam should not be interpreted in traditional way.. what the limitations are..

aah.