yea, move on

today the mark was out. my first essay. my lecturer unfortunately left my paper at his home. so i didnt actually get to see my paper, but i went to him and told him the absence of paper, that was when i got to see my mark.

as hoped, to at least gained a credit, i actually did. it was a credit, a close to a distinction actually, one mark difference. but all in all, im grateful. he was very very nice and lenient i think.

BUT BUT, having the fact that its only a one mark difference to the so desired grade, i have to admit that i am a little disappointed. plus thats gonna be the easiest ques i'll ever get in this entire journey. given the easiest and while my score was only up to that, ofcourse its tearing some bits of my heart.

adding to that, this friend of mine was always worried on her essay mark, to the point that she said she might only get a 51 marks (i was not confident on mine either, but at least i was hoping and thinking, mine could get a credit). BUT it turned out she extremely underestimated herself. she got a distinction, and i am extremely jealous. wuwuwu.

anyway. im happy with the fact that this is telling me something: i got to work harder and aim higher. say, if i got a distinction today, i might have been a little too happy, too careless to put an extra effort next time. mnatau kambang tia skali makin malas.... huhu. right? yea just say yes baby.

;p

alhamdullillah :)