then be it..

sometimes.. i feel happy enough. and most of the other times, i dont like what im feeling, doing this PG. its tough. its challenging.

but i never consider giving up as an option, thats the good thing.

nevertheless, questions of regret once in awhile cross my mind...

"maybe i shouldnt have left at the first place"

"wasnt UG good enough?"

forgetting the reasons, the goals i wish to accomplished coming here...

but then...

if this journey is meant fr me to find myself... then be it.

if it is meant fr me to find my way home.. then be it.

if it is meant fr me to reflect the past that i should have corrected, then be it..

if it is meant fr me to create the future that i should change, then be it..

then be it....

amongst all the other things to put the tears on, to scream out loud about, to hate... theres gotta be a lot of things to see, to learn, to love, to be grateful for along the way..