chartermuuu

coming here.. i wasnt prepared. when i first came here, man, i didnt even have an idea of what xx charter is (malasku mention the specific charter, krg kna google, smpai sini:p boo:p) didnt know the existence of xx statute - im telling you, that was a bad bad thing, one wouldnt survive the program not knowing these things, these sources..

when those things were mentioned in lectures, i went confused.. where can i get that thing? what the hexx is that? haha

u gotta give me a credit fr this, fr someone not knowing anything at all to mnabakkan herself to this kind of world.. clap clap clap:p

now im getting a good smile (not yet laugh:p) remembering how much i struggled having that kind of blankness and darkness.. haha. not that im in an okay position and safe now, i need to work a lot harder than everyone else just to survive (let alone compete!) :') but anyway, alhamdulillah.. its better now.. the struggles are still there.. but at least, im getting the idea little by little! i know the charter(s) now!! hahah

like i said before, even if i cant turn to be an expert in this, (altho im aiming to at least have a good one shot graduation, ofcourse!!!), yea if i can never be good enough in this (IF IF IF:p), i think i'll be grateful enough to at least learn from what i experienced day by day, what i saw, what i felt, from the great minds in those classes, from the language of the books, from each word that is being said...

if this journey is meant fr me to just find myself, to just learn the side things, then be it... then be it.. :)

(but.. u'll still see me complaining after this! thats... human nature. im not excluded. hahaha)