whats next?

wehehe today is the day when i dont have to sleep at 2am:p (campur liat tibi lah tu jua ahir tdur atu tpinya.. hehehe)

so anyway.. you know that feeling when youre happy because u feel clever? or when u solve a math equation? well yeah, i dont have to feel clever or solve algebra, for me its enough when i can understand what is taught in class.. it makes me happy enough. haha. ya, i find that when i am happy after a class then i'll try to find fr reasons.. and i think thats simply because i understood the tajuks and all that. or maybe other reasons lah ah.. mcm the fun way i can learn from others, or interesting things that i encountered.. but mostly psal aku paham most yg kna ajarkan sja.. haha.. told you, im struggling with my courses.. hehehe.. macam class kmarin kn, boring dan murung lah saya.. padahal i liked that class better than today punya class.. hehehe..

and then, i walked from class happily, (plus happy because esuk rabu. cuti!! yay), happily in spite of perkara-perkara yg kurang sempurna dan mnyenangkan hati telah terjadi di class itu.. i walked happily! walking happily, there was this guy (again? haha) turned his head more than twice, looking at me with what i thought as 'recognition' or urg kn btanya usulnya.. then yes "are you bruneian?" he asked. he looked like a chinese. and i didnt know all bruneians faces yg ada di sini yet.. grinning, i said "awu" then ada mini ques mark arh muanya.. so i rephrase "yea yea im bruneian" rupanya ia urg msia.. but rapat dgn bruneian society sini.. rapat yg he was like 'how come i never saw you before' knal jua ia sudah kn urg brunei tu.. hehehe

things like that, encountering someone or things happening in class.. there are mostly unexpected.. like, when i hope for things to happen certain certain ways and it is a huge possibility that things could turn out the way i imagined, they never happened... haha.. and then, things happened when i least expected them to happen.. mcamatu mcamani lah.. jnth byk cuntuhnya, the way weekly quiz arrive at ur face pn inda expect... eh soalan yg ku nda prepare, eh cana bleh smpai turnnya arh side tmpat ku duduk ani... eh.... time ku pilih tmpat duduk yg nada2 atu th ku kana partnering tu.. haha.. well.. think, 'not knowing whats next and yet not wondering or burdened by the ques of whats next... is FUN and INTERESTING..' therefore, i wish i were cool enough to live day by day, not worrying, not expecting... :)

ciao. gracias. tidui