kumplen kumplen

haiiyah.. that moment, when u kumpul ur essay materials and u feel like "bila kn start ni" and all u feel was u nda productive and buang msa (padahal reading and cari, catit those materials tah process paling penting). and then, u sit in front of ur laptop... buka word.. BLANK lagi.. where to start?? udh start buat, kdg u go slow, kdg u go so over productive and at one level suddenly u think "eh mcm salah essay ku ani. mcm out of topic" sigh. and then at another point, u read ur essay again... and buruk. trying to amend ur essay, lagi th inda ada idea... haiyo. its so much easier doing something u know and 'general'.. i am saying, klw mbuat benda yg mcm ielts kan sanang!! or GP!! 250-500 words appear just like that. huhuhu. how how? i think jua, slain nda familiar with the topic, tkacau jua with the materials yg dbaca.. therefore rsa kn copy paste sjaaa.. haha. and tpenagaruh much that its not easy to develop ur own thoughts. klw ielts/GP/exam, its so much easier because ure under pressure and thoughts pn own copyright.. haiiyaa. mengeluh sjaa :p

for how much longer do i have to feel this way ah? everyday, waking up... feeling like aku balum buat ani, balum baca ani, alum siap ani...... macam... bila th kn tenang hui.. haha... courses ani jua, mbagi kraja mcm ia sja yg mesti dbuat... subjects lain ada jua lgi kn dpkirkan tu... (haihai mengomplen much. hahaha)

*aaah aku tesliur home made cakes and desserts!!!, cairo sanang dapat tu.... el maklum, networking cakes and desserts banyak.. byk urg handal:p and most of the time, request kna grant.. and well, bleh buat sndiri pn jua!! sini nada barang mbuat, nda jua ku kn mbali tu. kn mncari bahan lagi? duhuhui.....*