walking to the school, alone... past the buldings, past the traffic light, the roads, the people, the cars... didnt make me happy at all. at all. i hated it. i hated being alone in this. which is, considered surprising, because ive always been good at being alone. haha. at least good enough not to hate it.
and and there is a lot more that i feel besides hating the fact that i am alone. (alhamdulillah aku ada housemate lah. hehe. mn nda, depress th ku. hahaha). so anyway, there is disturbing feeling that....... aah malasku kn describe bh..... *annoying kn?*
hmm.
and and i wish i could be like those "glorious days in memory" :p where i'd be asleep at earliest possible psal mngalih nda terungkap haha and at ten pm, id be worried if i had not been sleeping.. worried that the next day would be a disaster psal klw nda ckup tdur nda tbelusir and muntah kuning. oh yeah i am so hoping to put my life into that kind of routine. only different-er...
aah antah kau. kn tdur ku
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