and again..

so.. heard the rumours.

i.. honestly dont wanna go back home.. just YET.. i mean, not before the time i expected..

i wanna spend whatever time i have left for this place..

and leave with no rush, with no worries, with a clean break.. clean ending.. (amin.. bi-iznillah..)

set my heart at peace..

lets just wait for what happens next, until things are confirmed.

but.. i have to remember, whatever it is... sure for the best.

mun ku balik awal before my estimated time, behapa ku ah? i wanna babysit and do nothing sbenarnya.. that is after my expected time tapinya.. so, mun awal.. mengurat tah ku tu.. he he he

inda papa, just.. its the feeling of "not getting what you want" kind of thing. hehe. but again, sure.. for the best. (not being sarcastic or or cynical. i mean, really)


oh bytheway 20th July, its my brother's birthday today!! my third brother. happy birthday abang ku! =p last year he said something like this "thank you adikku yang sudah basar, but always the little one in my eyes" =) *aah i take it as both bad and good statement- bad because they will always take me as kanak2, good because they will always love me that way :p

i hope he's having one wonderful birthday.

mudahan betambah2 rezeki..
selalu menjadi suami & babah yang baik..
sentiasa dalam lindungan & hidayah Allah..
happy and success dunia akhirat.. amin..

and all the best wishes are there in the world..

amin amin ya Allah..

thanks for everything..

love you all! =p