doors

Sucre is one of my most favourite screen characters. one sweet man, very loyal. value love, friendship and his belief the most. he may not be smart or rich, not a somebody but he is full of heart and happy. he is funny, sometimes. and handsome, no less.

skalinya ku meliat prison break lagi smula... mencari mara. haha. but, thats a lot better than watching new series/dramas.. because then i will get excited and all i think about is watching next episode and next and next.. sampai satu season tu seharii karang. i told you, ive thrown up once bakas meliat series seharian (with sleep and food-deprivation) psal msatu lpas exam prasanku, the very day of abis exam.. or something. forgot. but throwing up is much less of a problem here than wasting so much time and leaving the book and possibly regretting so much.

here here, scofield says: "when i was a little, i was afraid of cupboard. because i always thought there was a monster inside.. but my brother told me that its only a fear, and a fear is not even real. its not made up of anything. its like an air, not even that. its nothing. so just open the door and face whatever is inside.."

"so whenever i have fear, i know its not real and i'll open the door and face whatever is inside. but in here (prison), i open that door and there are just so many doors behind it"

(or my edited version of what scofield said. macam tah ku ingat bnr2 =p)

for me, i know what door of fear that has so many doors behind it. i can list a few of mine, although im not so sure of that. because well, what if they actually have only one door? =)

so yes, lets just open the door.. and the door after, and the door after. because fear isnt real?

(but if fear isnt real, so is courage and maybe happiness and maybe sadness etc? haha) nadawah! buring.. =p

its just saying our capability to plant whatever we want on our mind. to change things base on our mindset and the way we see them. in short, the power of mind and will.

heh heh. actually im kind of worried to get damam during exam, its kind of panas outside these two days.. and blablabla skali karang sakit kpala, beingus.. macam ada jua rasa2 uncomfortable di lihir or kpala ani..... (but still good, for now, i can still run, can still gulik2 and whatever :p)

SO minum aing banyak2 and a lot of vitamin c. go to sharif, sc, metro and buy a lot of oranges.