trialogue

aah you should probably know by now that i have this certain "gift" of remembering dialogues... in movie/books specifically. aahaha bigali. no, no, hmm. you should know that ive been honoured with this certain "gift" of having certain degree of interest in emm 'dialogues'. whatever. haha. whatever refers to me wanting inda mau2 jua kn mau memakai the word GIFT and whatever to things that i am interested in.

(if i were to tell now what traits of repetition that i would likely find in my blog: uncertainty, doubts, confused, the opposite of confidence, freedom, happiness, learning, ahh well and i believe there are also positive traits that i am too shy to mention hahaha and things,traits i am not aware of. awu bh si joehari window tah. cmatu lah kali). 4 windows- one:what u know about yourself and others dont two:what others know and you dont. three:you both know four:you both dont know. apply here. but yeah, repetition of uncertainty, doubts, confusion and the opposite of confidence.. i think its all there bejurit, in many forms. bold and masked. yatah, sasakku bnarnya.. haha

just... this series, LIE TO ME.. i know ive always been interested in... humans, in the mysteries of humans, so i guess this drama feeds my interest. im... well, im (apakan wordnya? amused? no. antah), macam impressed tpi inda jua... amazed.. mixture of those things. i need to find the right word. mesmerised? hahaha. taken? antah. i dont agree to all thats in the story though, its like.. i think, i have this belief that human can never be exact. there will always be exception. i dont know, its just a plain-unsupported belief. personal much. even, facial expressions. yeah, there are exact face. exact description, i believe that. but in many circumstances, in my view, those faces dont work alone.. need to consider other things/factors too.. (thats what the drama shows plg, the facial expressions come in package, other things considered too) but maybe i just garam ati to the fact that: why they always come to arrive at an answer? either theyre extremely good. or.. kebetulan, like too lucky, like "slumdog millionaire" punya story? well, it reminds me of that. haha. anyway, no, im not against the drama. i like it, its just im wondering the magics of their accuracy. i just dont wanna believe it all.........

inda bh, bnrnya i wanna post up the dialogues here, while i still care. esuk2 lupa th ku karang. okay. (warning:words mighttt not be exact...)

-"is there wrinkling around her eyes when she smiled? in a fake smile, there is no eye wrinkling"

-man:"i saw what happened. i saw what was happening. u know i could see the doubt when you were standing on the bloody altar. -- woman: "everyone has doubts, everyone. at the altar, with their friends, staring at the very best thing that has ever happened to them. but that doesnt mean thats the only thing that they feel... you know, you saw every doubt, every fear, by the end.. that was all that you could see. you couldnt let go of anything"

-"when people feel genuine guilt, they always look down and away"

-"when people lie, they tend to look in the eye more because they want to see if u believe them" oh plus, dont answer to quickly.. that means, its a planned ans/lie. usually.

-"mouth shrug-classical gestural slip-it means she has no confidence in her words" also the same for the slight bahu shrug.. i think, klw inda salah. haha

-"thats a lot of anger youre showing fr the woman you dont care about. men usually reserve that kind of anger for the women they love"

okay, i am focusing on this one:
a rich man: "before i propose to nadia, i need to know if she loves me for the right reasons" - kata2 seorang kaya raya:p then when result kna found out, the girl actually lied about not knowing that he's rich before they met.... the guy was upset but actually the girl love him jua plg bnr2nya.. love him and his money. both.

expression reader: "she does love you and your money.youre lying to yourself if you think you can separate the two"

rich man: "but she lied to me"

expression reader:"why are you in love with nadia?. she's charming, she's intelligent, she's beautiful. how's her beauty any different from your money"

THERE. THERE. its just, we always think, or its just me, think, want that people need to love us fr the right reasons. but do we give what we actually take from them? do we give equally or even more than what we want from them? sometimes, they do love us fr the right reasons... but.. the odds of things being fully right, i guess is rare. very rare. so..... when people love us.. and the right reasons reach the "passing line" or far exceeding the wrong reasons.. then theyre good enough to have us. good enough to take from us.... I.. GUESS.. MAYBE.... haha

*white flag* sangal blakangku.