preferences?

i dont think i'll be able to be at rest, at peace, for the remaining of the day.. and plus tomorrow. result is supposed to be today.. or so it was said, but we decided to wait for the sms result first before we collect, and also the internet result.. tpinya nada.. alum ada.. mun ampir tmpat collect atu, ku aga plg ni~

(what actually disturbs me is the fact that i somehow have been waiting fr this day -although parts of me wanted to deny that-, and waiting.. is not a fun thing)

you know i hate, really really hate spoilers?? (movies, books, etc), the more i dont have a clue of the ending especially, or just the storyline, the more i enjoy it. i am a fan of unpredictability.

i dont get it why people, some people LIKE (like, bukan dont mind) spoilers. not that im saying this is a bad thing. its just what we called "preferences", and i dont think we should define one preference is better than the other. so, im saying people who hate spoilers is not any better than who like them. no, its just.. equal. a balance of character. of humans. preference bh preference. haha. and so, i just dont get it. not until im in their shoes... like people who prefer black colour is no better than those who like white? things like that.

aaaa. i want a levi's jeans (actually i just want jeans plg. sluar), and more importantly, i want a guess handbag. u think if i get them now, it will be able to kill whatever nervousness or or anxiety or curiosity that im suffering? haha. naaa, if i really will get em, it will be after the next allowance.hmmmm

oh now, help me kill whatever it is that potentially makes me not relaxed. errr