yes, you

i cant believe that it can still hit me right in the heart. funny how i thought i am really okay. but it hit. it hurts. no, i didnt cry, i guess it is not that bad then. maybe i just need certain solid things to completely let go.. of everything, of any slightest memory that i hold on to. like this. like this one solid thing. i gotta hate the way you make me feel man. never fails to make me hate and forgive and etc etc. haha.


most women are delusional when it comes to relationship. well.. i guess i was one of them, yes, sadly.


im somehow glad. im sure this is a good thing. this is for good.


i cant afford to repeat the same mistakes again, can i?


so... now, hello again? let me rise~ and shine~ ;p