nikmat lapar :D

kadang2 kita perlu korbankn perut demi makanan kegemaran.... :') haha

i have a sensitive stomach. i cant eat udang because it will cause me stomachache. well.. kcuali time2 ku bnar2 tesliur, mkan sja tia.. tpi jarang lah tesliur. i can barely eat products made from udang such as keropoknya, belacan, any perisa udang and even tomyam (just found out recently smua yg perisa tomyam atu ada serbuk udang... including megginya..) i thought all this while, mn ku sakit parut mkan tomyam thats because tomyam padasss and masam. tpi fortunately tomyam doesnt cause me stomach ache consistently/all the time.. jarang2 sja. hihi. and so is keropok. ikut nasib.

so i remember, this sensitive stomach suffered a good-deal of pain. it took me a week of my previous stay in brunei. i ate a food from a restaurant and right after that sakit tia parutku. muntah2, beria2.. ala, u know the usual package of stomachache:p probably food-poisoning or simply bacteria-attacks. i endured the pain. one or two times the pain was so bad i wanted to go to the hospital (usually at night) but in the morning, the pain became less so... no need hospital, i thought. malasku, slalunya kna admit... or so i was told.

the annoying part was also the fact i didnt have the desire to eat anything. klw mkan pun, it hurt the stomach and ada after-effect ofcourse:p and as the days went by... i didnt feel the pain, but i didnt feel hungry either.

it reminded me of the one time that i said (if not mistaken, i said it during my trip in italy or masa exam baru2 ani.. somewhere along these two) - "cubatah klw mkan skali ani mbagi kanyang sampai bila2 ah, inda jua pyah mngunjar makanan. haha." see, careless statement...

u know why? because of this: "be careful of what you wish for......... - you might get it all" or even ONLY the specific parts that you wish for.. i didnt feel hungry, yet i wanted to eat because i needed to eat.. and i missed being hungry, it makes me think of foods i want, it makes me have wants and likes of certain types of foods... it makes me really really want to eat and boom boom the appetite.. hunger makes all the foods seem delicious nyumnyum...it feels great to be able to eat with good appetite, we enjoy the food better! sesungguhnya lapar itu satu nikmat... pecayalah. hehehe ;p