hmmmm

i read somewhere in Mastika, an article of the title "SAKA".. you know what that means rite? something that some people pelihara... and then that thing turun arah keturunannya? anyway, in the article, the writer warned people in general to be careful, anyone could be a next of "kin" of the saka.. as in not realising their family got one.. (i dont think it would likely happen to the people around my circle. i think. i dont know). find the article if youre curious. i dont really know much about the subject...

so, the story was.. that one time, this family wanted to get rid of the saka.. so the saka requested/ordered them some things in order to get rid of it.. the writer reminded readers that such requests from saka are tricky tricks.. saka is not easy to get rid of.. so, this saka had three requests.. i dont remember all.. but two of them were filthy requests, against Islam.. but this one request is what im gonna highlite.. it was this: sedekah *certain amount of money, i think ribu2* plus baca yaasin *certain specific times*... having read that one, you know my first thought? "eh, this is not bad. it can be done. why not? it is not against the religion" -my first thought!

i forgot one fact: that was just one dirty trick. the writer reminded readers of this one important thing: anything that we do, do it with the right intention. Lillahi Ta'ala. if we follow the saka's instruction, we would have done it for the sake of it... any form of ibadah, do it lillahi taala. and i? i didnt think of that at the first glance of my reading. i am glad i was reminded. and i am sad of my first thought.

(hehehe. lain rasaku becerita pasal saka ani eh)

hmmm. and... so.. yea, im... still bored. and im such a mess.... and batisku sangal macam kn kajar2 nganya nda, the netball almost got me killed :p sangal eh, macam urg nda prnah sport EVER. haha.

and... i think im about to get addicted to purchasing uras urasan on itunes. oh no.


i hope to be able to get out of the messy me soon. (bila jua ku nda messy...)