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my anger, the level of my anger nowadays worries me. nowadays are a little bit under-rated, should put something like at least fr the past 2 yrs.. maybe? more or less. or exactly nowadays.

i just... i dont know. i dont know....

today... i was angry because.... maybe i was asleep, i couldnt think properly, maybe i was scared, i hate the way it made me scared. or maybe that was just not my way of doing things.

but can you respect it, fr example, if someone refuse to let you in? or if someone refuse to give what actually belongs to them? as simple as space or a 20cents property?

can't you tell if someone decides a NO...?

and can you do something clever if its something important?? one missed-call does not seem to imply importance when one call is something u do quite usually. it was not something very important apparently, but what happened during those seconds made me think it was a first-class level puzzle, macam rumahmu angus, cmatu lah.

can you ask properly?

and me, can i respect others more? can i not be angry to just ANYONE? because of small things? perrghh