Alice mangmang

this picture somehow makes me think of Alice in wonderland...

if u get why, i'd say.. i would like to know u better, we have something in common! haha

the leaves, the colour.. and mangmang herself make me think of swirling leaves, spinning background, dancing mangmang.. a little bit of serenity in the cat, in the leaves, in the colour.. a little bit of fantasy in all them...

the way i see this, may not be who i am... it could be just the moment that i was in.. moments that make me think of something or moments that remind me of something.. things.. like.. that.. or could be its just the way i am.. muhuhu

aah. im here again. maybe im really bored. now that boredom keeps coming, i wonder if its really boredom that i feel? vampire cakap... they cant really define what they feel.. its all get so mixed up into hunger.. because everything becomes so intensified.. so, why don't apply to human what can be applied.. like, mine.. everything all mixed up into boredom.. teipow kau..

i realise that i care more about the cat up there, mangmang since that year when she fell sick so badly.. if u read my post about psikologi seekor kucing, then you know what im talking about.. she's the only cat that we have anyway.. and seriously i was truly touched and grateful that she recovered...

aah losing and finding meaning right....?

well.. cats... have feelings too. (and muka dorang lain-lain. u know that? hahaha out. ndaku kira. bnar kaliah...)

its been two weeks im here. and i havent settled for a bit yet!!!! help me help me...