Thursday, January 13, 2011

ekk ekk ekk

...."why is there this sound sometimes.. why do i have this sound on my violin when i play? can you hear that? that funny funny sound"


(is it because of the strings.. or the bow? something is wrong? or.. is it me? how to make it right?)



...."because you are scared. you are afraid. don't be"


(oh, it's me. now i know. oh yes, i am scared. that was it exactly. exactly. it was obvious. should have known that. should have noticed the reason. but now, i'll be brave. i'll try. i'll try)


(why did it feel like he had given me somekind of strength? why did it feel like he had faith in me? why did it feel right, just something exactly i needed to be told..)


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