so so wind..

ever heard people saying that walking alone in the garden-or-beach-or lake.. (u know, those types of places) can ease u? Lift ur mood, calm u and sorts? I have, and I never cared.. I thought, its just ordinary and thats so movie type..

Today, i walked alone.. Not in the garden or nicer places.. Just.. Walking alone.. And it made me feel some kind of easiness and serenity that i never thought could get from 'walking alone'..

I was pissed, and angry.. Because i-we, i thought are selfish in many ways that we do not know or rather, in many ways that we dont care enough to find.. In many ways we dont realise.. In many ways we thought we are fine..

And often too many times i-we criticize, talk about others..not realising we are far more flawed..

I always have this in mind, not to judge others or things around me without being in their position, without knowing them.. Not knowing what they really faced.. What do i know? Its never fair to judge.. But too many times, i judged anyway..

I know thats not right.. And i know how bad i am..

So maybe, I needed to be alone, if not.. I'l be triggered, i'l think too much.. I decided to just go somewhere, wherever might ease me.. Not knowing where, i just walked.. Wherever instincts led me..

My walkpath wasnt fancy, wasnt serene but i calmed down anyway.. With the so-so cool wind breeze that past my face and being alone, i was able to sort at least a little bit of my emotions..

Now, im still on the walking alone journey, sitting alone here.. Thinking how good walking alone actually made me feel..

A good way to reflect..

Try it! :D