(the last song)

ive read the last song and i love it.

i cried, quite badly. i saw that coming, the sad part? but i didnt expect it to make me that sad.. that touched.. until my eyes were swollen?? haha. maybe jua psal aku tarus tdur after that. but the part where breaks my heart most was when the little boy, jonah was trying to finish the window. Tlmpau mnghayati kali :p and now, there is this one part that keeps on replaying in my head (and still makes me sad), that is the prologue where it says the little boy went to the beach and workshop, a month after the sad part.

Nicholas sparks was not really my favourite. I know he is very good and super amazing. But i dont find myself excited seeing his pieces. But that might change after the last song though. Hehe. Not that i find the excitement in me, but i really like the way he presents life in different angles, in many angles. Like like.. He is wise,deep,preceptive,understanding,open minded (and somehow i got this impression that he is a quiet person) haha antam antam. And of course he is observant (all writers are.. Or at least most of them) and then they have this ability to create a character with this constant root of personality. Aah apakn, im just saying that its amazing to be able to create strong characters in their stories.

I only liked reading novels since a yr plus ago. Its.. amazing to immerse myself in the story, be in another world ive never been to, feels that close to the characters and learn many things everytime.. It feels good to see life in many different ways. Hmmmm.

If there is one major thing i learned from the last song,it is that there will always be reasons in everything that people do. Even bad ones, maybe their inner conflicts are the reasons fr everything bad they do, we just never try to understand things. One does something and we simply assume them, we criticise them without knowing why or at least trying to learn why.its just that.. We often see life, see things only in one angle, or maybe two when life itself offers more than one or two ways.

Lagi.. In being who we are, there is no guarantee that things will always be easy, that things will be right, that we will always be right. Too many times we are wrong and never even realise that we are. And that being who we are is the right thing but too often we are confused of who we really are or if not, we are just afraid to be so. To me.. "who we are" it lies in many many fine lines between life and what our actions and words. (antah eh, i dont even know what im really saying) :p

so anyway the last song is actually very much like a walk to remember. Typical of sparks, but i dont mind him being typical i guess, that what makes him good and i find its incredible, me not liking typical things but find this typical in his writings very good. Wlwpun typical tpi lawa masih.

I cant help but wonder is the movie good, as good as the novel? I actually doubt it, books are usually better. And i wonder if the movie can make me cry. Hehe. && i really really wanna listen to the piano, to "the last song" atu. Okay, i just missed the movie from cinemas. I ignored it before. Nah, skali bnr2 th ku kn mliat. Il have to watch yg dvdrip version sja ni.

Sangalku mnaip eh.


Im just a girl~ not a hero..