LOST- 2004-2010

this is a must post. not one of those- i feel like posting something and then zupzup i got here. taada posted.

warning: this post may contain spoilers bagi yg alum mliat finale LOST. and this is going to be such a longgggg post. brabis.

LOST. finally came to its finale. i'd say im so iski, curious.. like "finally my questions would be answered!! its worth it to be left clueless, questioning, curious fr all these past 6 yrs!" -6 yrs, sounds.. something big and important eh. haha

LOST was first aired in 2004; i fell in love instantly. not that i got the chance to watch every epi then, biasalah hostelite.. but i managed to catch up.. adath marathonnya tia and my bro bought the dvd, etc2.. im just trying to say... ive been with lost since that long.. i grow up with lost! haha :p

but.. i did give up with lost msa season 3.. the mystery, the questions, the curiosity, things i did not understand were just too much.. i was tired of waiting and questioning i guess, pyah wh kn catch up at that time.. to find time to watch, to find sourcesnya lagi.. hmm mcm2 tia. tpi aku sasak lah msatu jua. so, i stopped.

when i was in second yr of uni or was it first yr? antah but (2008-2009), i started watching LOST again. of course.. i fell in love again. this time around, i wont give up. byk masa, snang kn cari epi2 nya. so that means, at that time.. i missed one season of LOST lah. missed one yr before i finally caught up again with the latest season. missed season 4 kn? so, i can only say, i spent 5 yrs of my life with LOST. right? haha

LOST is the greatest series ive ever watched. one of the most brilliant stories ever made. different plot, unique way of story-telling. i love the mystery in it. the curiosity it gives. the way it makes me question everything. the way it being unpredictable. i just love... everything. i hate the fact that i dont usually get answers, but.. maybe thats one of the why-s i love lost jua. aah love is a mystery bh. hahaha

watching the finale.. i had doubts. would they able to answer everything in only two hrs? hmm. aah antam sja. i know, they would. i know lost will always be the best. i know i will always love lost. i will always remember how it makes me feel. waah serious. bnr eh :p

skali... msa liat finale.. critanya was sad u know, all the flashbacks before their eyes.. the so many things they have been thru together... except.. it didnt make me feel that much sadness inside.. nda tmbus that deep lah.. haha.. because.. msa liat atu, i have some kind of expectations lah.. and theories everywhere.. i have my own assumptions.. and guess what?? having something like this in my mind actually killed me! i was wrong. and being wrong, i didnt feel the right feelings. haha

i didnt feel the right feelings because the ending was just... so different from what i expected. yatah, lost is very good at being unpredictable. i said to myself "haa haa cali cali.. anikh endingnya?".. why and why and why was there no answers??? even if there were answers, they weren't enough baby.. mcm "apakn niiii??" .. is this what i spent my six yrs for? (5yrs in my case :p) .. right, i was curious that day in 2004 but i believed that it'll worth it. someday.. i'l get the answers. answers fr everything. if not all, then whatever answers that'll satisfy me. i believed. i believed.. i believed..

when i finished watching the ending.. i felt this kind of rebel inside.. this kind of anger.. "is this what lost all about" - "ani? anikh?" - "6 yrs, and... the ending is just like this?" - "sasakku!!" - "nda pn ku paham" yes, utakku nda ckup urat utk setanding dgn LOST, nda cukup urat utk memahami LOST. haha. almost hated lost that instant. i thought, its not worth it. no, not worth. but.. how can i hate lost, after all these yrs of "this strong feelings" ive always had fr lost.. fr all the good things ive said about this series.. fr it being rated as my top series.. fr all the time i spent fr lost.. fr everything good i had fr lost.. i can never hate lost.. no. no. but.. truth be told, i hate the ending. i hate it fr not giving all the explanations. but.. in my general view, if asked, i'd say.. yes i do love lost.

(biar th endingnya cmatu, biar th critanya atu mngarut mcm.. mcm.. it gives the impression of "adakah cmani.. apakn.." but how can i frget just how much i liked-like LOST????)

skali, ndaku faham wh endingnya ah. nda faham ending, skali lost in LOST th ku jua. then, lucky that i know this good site named GOOGLE?? haha. ytah, byk discussions, explanations, reviews.. etc.. i wont be surprised if LOST lost its fan instantly, just because of its ending... i mean, its easy to hate things because of one tragedy, u know.. its easy to hate things because of a mistake.. its easy to hate people u love because they make one mistake that u really really hate, u forget a hundred yr old friendship because they betrayed u..

but.. in my case of LOST.. i forgive them fr doing this small betrayal to me.. haha.. i mean.. how can i hate it fr this one mistake? again, how can i frget just how much i liked-like LOST?

reading the explanations, discussions, reviews.. sajuk jua atiku byk2. i understand better now.. rupanya cali eh critanya ani.. cali until "i wanted to say crap" but no crap crap arah lost :p i think.. they use some kind of philosophy atau belief of something2 bh arah crita ani.. about life, death, afterlife, rebirth. nah kn mngarutkn? astaga

but looking at its good side, lost is more than lost.. there is life in the story. life, friendship, love, soul, faith, regrets, goodness and badness in the world.. earth, science, and well.. lost is deep and larger than just a story (be it in both good and bad ways).

http://screenrant.com/lost-finale-explanation-kofi-61464/ (link fr lost-explanations)

oh yes, when i see die-hard fans of lost making their reviews, explanations etc.. i feel like "wah. aku ani alum layak kn ngakun pminat lost" abis wh drg pisi2 crita ah, and amazing they have such great minds.. and good explanations.. bisai lah..

wah wah such a long long post. nda apa, my tribute to LOST. wahaha.

conclusion, no matter jahatnya lost.. kurangnya lost.. i still put it on my no.1 series show. :)

and, just fr the note. when i say i love lost.. even after i see the mngarut-ness in the story, about the philosophy and belief i suspected about? dont get me wrong.. i love lost because of the mystery in it, the island, the time travel, etc.. like i said, the curiosity, the questions, the format of story-telling.. the "idea" in it.. everything i told u before, just excluding yg mngarut ani. atu aku pun sasak tu eh. adakh cmatu tia plg. mn nada tu bnda atu pn msih lawa wh lost atu. msih jua ia dpat convey pointnya psal conflicts in life atu tu. huhu (nyehe, tell that to jj abrams and the geng, damon lindelof and the geng, jack bender and the geng) :P


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