it spells morning!

well.... u'll find me here whenever i woke up early. haha (emm fat chance la). because showing-off this kind of thing to no one feels good :p when i say, "showing off to no one", i mean its not something that we can show off pun~

its just... i dont do this often. i can count. and... waking up early feels good. u greet sunshine, not sunshine greets u. a part of me wants to do this like... daily.. emm at least half a week? but, i dunno if thats what i really want.. maybe.. id prefer spending the whole night up and sleeps in the morning.. i mean, when school is out of the picture (bukan plg aku skulah hari2... dont mention that please.. malu.. hahaha :p ..anipun ndaku skulah.....)

morningss.. i have enough time to make breakfast, to take shower, to listen to the soldier's band next building, to plan my day (if aku spisis memplan), to do the unfinished works, even to jog/run.. if.. i want to. aah the list goes on and on....

i feel like on caffeine these two-three days! a bit unsettled too. aku buruk kalau mngusut. but.. then, there's this part of me that smells like happiness.. u know "mengusut, unsettled, ada mcm anak2 stress tpi ada jua happy" thats why i called it -im on caffeine- :p ..maaybbee i can say why.. i just dont get it why happy is in the picture.. im glad its there.. but.. it doesnt feel right.. the combination doesnt feel right.. wuwuwu.. ketenanganku dicuri~~ oleh masa~ oleh kraja~ oleh worries~ oleh apasja~ (banyak2 bzikir, dan bawalah hatimu pulang ke Asalnya, insyaAllah, tenang.. :D) , the part "Bawalah Pulang Hatimu Ke Asalnya" is from saifulislam.com (great great site! il talk more bout this. two posts in one day perhaps? :p)

and and caffeine! i hate caffeine. tpi ku minum jua whenever tesliur. my body cant really take much caffeine.. and i simply dont learn from before.. the way it makes me tremble, restless.. heart goes dapdipdup, irritated, beria2.. smua tnda2 overdose caffeine lah. google bebeh :p ..one thing fr sure, i dont drink caffeine during exams. i cant.. or else it makes me feel like shouting~ nyehe.

udah la~


lets sing along with the birds and the wind.. and and.... :)