first 14th

semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku.. tiada lagi keresahan.. kau mengetuk pintu hatiku.. tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan..

kau yang bernama cinta.. kau yang memberi rasa.. kau yang ilhamkan bahagia.. hingga aku terasa indah..

maaf jika ku tidak sempurna.. tika bahagia mula menjelma.. bila keyakinan datang merasa.. kasih disalut dengan kejujuran..

hahaha temeliat th ku jua adamaya ani :p stuck in my head and mulut2 this song. luan malar bh. its a nice song tho, ada aura2 teacher's pet; warisan wanita terakhir. haha. nda? nda? hmm.

i noticed my posts (by months), yg pling byk 13.. now, i wanna break the record. i am breaking the record. hihi. im afraid krg2 aku nda mempost, smpatkn tia awal ani. today is 30th april, cairo's daylight saving. we have 23hrs sja today. and.. in august, we'll have 25hrs! yahuu. kn mrasai ku ada 25 hrs.. hehe..

i actually want to post bykkkk byyyk more cos its kind of... fun.. going back to older posts.. and remember what i feel on that certain certain time.. some little reminders of who i was, who i am.. bla bla bla... :) ..kdg2 gali, kdg happy, kdg senyum, kdg eh ada jua cmani, kdg bahapa kn ku, kdg sedih, kdg puas ati, kdg malu, kdg okay-okay.. ...feelings, thoughts, memories, words, colours....

and.. when i grow older.. il remember how it feels like to be young(er) and carefree.. il remember how wrong i was.. il remember how much time i had.. (and spent it like i didnt need much).. like i said, il laugh at my silliness, cry at my happiness, mad at the wrong things i did.. or.. shout at regrets & fears... and and.. maybe even proud of my struggle, strength, choices... inspired by my childlike thoughts, feelings, carefreeness, dreams.. happiness.. laughter... :) .. i dont know, but who knows?

does my blog have a specific genre?? emm. emm. adakah.. if i were to give it a genre.. i think... the closest one... would be 'personal' kali? hahah. yalah atu jua ah. what would u name it?

ah! semi-personal is better. haha

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