psikologi seekor kucing

back at home, we have a cat. (we used to have many many cats. and there was one time when our cats smuaaa kaler and patternnya sma, oren balang2. hehe cute, smua sma. that time they were like 4-5 ekongs. i even watched one of them die. i saw his struggle, i saw him surrendering his last breath, i saw his hand went weak and fell.. if u imagine it like a movie, then it was. sad..)

bh. this one cat is also oren balang2 of course, the last generation. hihi. early months of last year, my sis told me that this cat (emm named mangmang lh), okeh mangmang was terribly sick. she was weak, very very thin (skeleton-shaped), refused to eat anything, couldnt jump, slept only at one place.. actually, she barely moved. sister said, she was confident mangmang only had some few days/weeks left.. i felt something.. i mean, i know i wasnt that nice to mangmang.. but thinking of not seeing her fr the last time, thinking of those terrible things i said or did to her.. i was sad..

i said to my sis to tell mangmang to be well. dont be sick, get well soon. that im sorry and please dont die.. at least wait fr me to come back.. (AHHH please dont imagine me saying these things in dramatic way haa. i was partly joking, but.. i meant those words.. :p)

my sis was sad as well, she loved-loves mangmang. so one day, when she felt helpless, mangmang was.. yea hopeless.. she talked to her..... "mangmang, u know my younger sister right (mentioning my name).. the one whom i share room with.. she said sorry.. wait for her.. dont u die.. it wont be long till she get back.. so please.. get well.." *HAHA i laughed out loud you know when i heard the story.. but dont laugh.. i do talk to cats too. its kinda normal..

and.. taadaaa. miracle~ the next day, mangmang started to eat.. and.. yes, she got well and bulat smula. not that id called it miracle, of course most probably that was just the time fr her to get well. maybe fate.. maybe prayers.. Allah's will.

again, i laughed out loud when i heard everything. i laughed.. because i thought it was.. sort of funny... i was happy.. and well.. touched.. (psal in many ways, i know cats have feelings.. cats listen.. asi2 th ku kn bpkir mangmang missed me! mangmang felt loved! whatever lah. haha. mcm coincidence bh eh.. haa~ haaa~)

im reminded of mangmang, of this story.. because i am not feeling well now... not that bad.. just a minor flu.. my voice doesnt even change.. i just feel weak.. and u know, i hate throwing up (dunno what caused that huh?!).. you see.. even cats need some psychological boost-up.. what makes u think i dont need one? :p cheer me up. treat me extremely well. shower me with love. HAHAHA. boooo, such a baby!

again, im not that unwell. i just feel weak and lazy~ mudahan baik lakas2. amin :D