Saturday, September 19, 2009

29 ramadhan

this situation..

This place.. Is tearing me apart..
..its breaking my heart
..killing me

im just scared..
Tired.. In so many aspects..

If i could feel this way.., I am feeling this way.. Then how bout them?? How heavy must they've felt all this long? How scared, tired are they? Theyre tough, tougher than i could ever imagine.

Naa, i dont speak truth. Truth speaks fr me. Isnt that coward enough? No, not in this way.

--why do i always take things lightly? I keep saying things like "it will be aright" , "somebody will do that.why would i bother?" , "they neednt my help" , "things will workout itself" what?? Am i expecting magic all the time? Bad bad bad habit.

Hmm happy advanced aidilfitri. Mnta maaf zahir batin. Awu bnar! :D (nmpak anak bulan kh nda, nmpak kh nda?? Hmm)

--- mal!! Homesick already? Nyeh :p

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