you and your stupid charm

seriously, i said to myself: i dont wanna blog until exam is over. tpi tapi.. yay yay yay. haha. its in two days time baby! more than 48hrs tho.. less than 60. yes yes. gagas th ku plg nh.

aku pernah~ mnjadi spiderman~

i remember being a spiderman. experiencing spiderman once, during abseiling (u might know, but just for reference, its the outdoor-quite extreme activity of: turun bukit/batu/cliff pkai tali.)

i wanted to be the second last or last one to perform. psal aku prasan knpiden msatu. sma mlas brabut. boo-ho-hoo. haha. skali skali, when i was on the top of the cliff, i became so nervous. i couldnt think straight. i think ive lost my logic and sense at that time. all i did was, depending on other people. and instructor. ndaku bpkir sndiri. i listened to every word they said. where to put my legs, when to lower my body.. etc2.

then when they said "turunkn bdanmu sikit.." skali ku turunkn byk ta jua! and.....................i lost my balance! thats when i became si spiderman~:

my whole body went straight and upright. tapinya.. tapi.. tbalik ku wah tbalik! kpalaku dbwah, kakiku di atas!! && hanging!
ooh~ i could have seen the ground directly.. klau cliff atu buntak~ baik jua ku nda swing eh.

thankfully, they saved me. they said "its ok its ok. jgn panik. naikkn sja bdanmu" . ndaku ingat cna ku naikkn bdan and kpalaku smula. but i did it somehow. haha.

and yet, im grateful to have experienced 'spiderman'. haha. bila th jua lgi ku ada chance kn mnabalikkan kpala di bwah and batis di atas. hanging! gantung2!

i dont know if u understand my story ani. anyhow anyhow, biar tia ku siuk sndiri bcrita. haha.

actually there are a lot that i remember lately. been thinking of so mny things jua. i guess, exam makes my brain to progress very well kali [uhh well? by angan2? haha]. okay, well and active and brilliant. haha. tpi bnar, active wh utak time exam. of course, im stating an obvious =p

even when they say no... that doesnt prove that ure wrong.. and that theyre right..