inhale inhale exhale

"the choice that she makes defines who she is. she just could simply stop and give it up. despite the difficulties, she continued running"

"to you, well done"

il always remember that. i am disappointed to have forgotten so many other words and lessons.

i never liked running. never been any good at it. its just a piece of complete torture to myself, my brain, my breath, my body. at its negative side. huuu.. why would i see an opportunity as a difficulty? instead, i am suppose to see opportunity in every difficulties. kalau belari sihat, kalau belari fit. kalau belari kuat. kalau laju belari cool. kalau kana bubut kuyuk, sanang escape! in running (literally running ah), i have nothing to lose. a way too cool when i can beat my mind setting. if i challenge my expected limit.

somehow.. as i always said.. there is satisfaction that i find in running...

if i say, i can be the country's athlete- in a 100 metre running, speed is within 10-15 secs pcaya kamu?? if i say, i can do the standard six tracks less than 10 mins pcaya kamu?? HAHAHA. barigali. but u better do.. cos i do. we better have that little faith in us. always. -provided with many IFs. (if) i have a good trainer, (if) i have a constant and excellent training. and yg penting (if) i have a concentrated will and mind power. mun ku nda mau pyah sja... mn nda mau usaha jua.. and mun aku nda pcaya aku dpat buat pun nda jua guna.. [masa ani balum plgku behajat.. belum saya berkeinginan eh. haha]

sooo... we have to really want that something and believe that we will have it. do it in any way we can. its all in the mind. then, things will go right and easier. insyaAllah.

somehow jua.. i believe when we really want something, really want it.. we will get it.. sebab.. secara automatisnya.. we will work for it. real smart and hard. we will use everything thats inside us. blink blink and things just turn out well. [kcuali kalau benda atu andangnya bukan djadikn untuk kitani... eseh]

just.. dont over-think of any something&something .. it ruins in some ways.. relax~ take it easy~ for there is nothing we cant do~

*i love hot shower. i just wish i could stand under it for many many hours. rasanya ia th antara bnda paling ku suka time winter ani. hehe. note: i dont use heater at my room. bukan ku nda ksjukan.. sajukkk.. but aku nda suka pkai heater.. knapa ya kh.. plus.. krg barat tia karanku. aku ada satu source sja di bilik ani. ngehehe.*


noo.. i cant believe im posting something NOW. i wanted to write something plg.. tapi, it turns out to be... this one? and now? blink blink and suddenly im in front of my laptop. mengatik2. baik plgku tidur kali?