tanya sama hati..

"people make mistakes.. even the one that we love..." -The Last Song.

go go deep deep deeper in the line... in those words... :)



skalinya.. udahku liat the last song punya movie.. and well.. (mijin aku nda prnah baca the last song lah..) i'd say.. nda siuk critanya ah.. tho, to be fair, it offers something to learn from..

its one of those movies that i'd say.. "ntah.. nda banyak isi crita.." -that should come from someone yg nda andal memisi2 the last song :p or maybe, andang cara penyampaian MOVIE nya atu bagi ndakn memisi.. :p

i cried tho, for more than one scene.. hihi smpai jua sedihnya wh, but then again, thats maybe because i know the feelings (of the character) really well from the book..

emm overall, the book is so much more amazing than the movie (of course).. biasa jua tu, buku lagi bisai slalunya.. so far, the only movie that i think is better than the book, is a walk to remember.. (bagiku lah~)



how far will you go..... for me?

so so wind..

ever heard people saying that walking alone in the garden-or-beach-or lake.. (u know, those types of places) can ease u? Lift ur mood, calm u and sorts? I have, and I never cared.. I thought, its just ordinary and thats so movie type..

Today, i walked alone.. Not in the garden or nicer places.. Just.. Walking alone.. And it made me feel some kind of easiness and serenity that i never thought could get from 'walking alone'..

I was pissed, and angry.. Because i-we, i thought are selfish in many ways that we do not know or rather, in many ways that we dont care enough to find.. In many ways we dont realise.. In many ways we thought we are fine..

And often too many times i-we criticize, talk about others..not realising we are far more flawed..

I always have this in mind, not to judge others or things around me without being in their position, without knowing them.. Not knowing what they really faced.. What do i know? Its never fair to judge.. But too many times, i judged anyway..

I know thats not right.. And i know how bad i am..

So maybe, I needed to be alone, if not.. I'l be triggered, i'l think too much.. I decided to just go somewhere, wherever might ease me.. Not knowing where, i just walked.. Wherever instincts led me..

My walkpath wasnt fancy, wasnt serene but i calmed down anyway.. With the so-so cool wind breeze that past my face and being alone, i was able to sort at least a little bit of my emotions..

Now, im still on the walking alone journey, sitting alone here.. Thinking how good walking alone actually made me feel..

A good way to reflect..

Try it! :D

trailermuuu

clueless..

what am i looking for ?what am i waiting for? what am i running from, what am i running for...

(anu.. mcm trailer movie bh ni. wohoho)

just...

im sorry for the way i am..