ive just watched the ending. this is a late spoiler fr those who havent watched PB yg finale.. its funny that it turned out i couldnt really get attached to epi 17 or maybe 18.. i didnt enjoy it like before.. in fact, i had lost in my mind. but anyway, i did get attached to PB lpas atu.. 19, 20..
"you were born a Scofield, but you'll die a Burrows" and... Michael matiiiii bbnr...
when they showed the ending, si anu si ani ada happy life.. i was like "hows michael? anaknya cana?" and they only showed his 'life' arah ending minutes. where there was sara and the son. she said, okay lets go meet daddy now, skali anaknya paluk Lincoln tia.. i knew it.. i knew it michael mati.. huhu. even earlier i was wondering mna tia si michael ani, ndakn mati. tapi mati? aduh aduh. yes, heroes do die. hah.
i dont like who is mahone with [consider IS lah ah? hihi].. adakah sma bbni atu plg.. cuatah sma bninya si PAM.. ex wife..
its a good ending though, psalnya right in the end when they showed michael's grave... everything he did.. every path they went.. flashed back in my mind.. his mind, his skill, his heart.. their extraordinary brotherhood-friendship.. i was going back to those moments.. if it wasnt for michael, nada ni drg ada happy ending.. so, i say.. il be missing michael.. il be missing prison break.. haha, bnr bh. tapi.. mn happy ending pun bisai jua.. just.. it wont effect the world like this ending lah.. i wont remember it much kali.. i wont be touched.. i wont be missing PB kali. antah.
i like it too when michael chose lincoln over his mother, over everything. katanya lincoln was the one who fed me. who gave me education, money. he is more of a brother to me than u are a mother- wlaupun drg nda adi bradi bnr.. huhu..
yea il be missing prison break.
hmm.. end-
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Saturday, May 23, 2009
eleven things
exams often make people homesick. i didnt feel like having exam yet, until yesterday. the stress is still minor.. but as days go on, im pretty sure il be hit by some greater pressure. yes yes, im sure. i hope i can handle it well. hope i can absorb it and live with the pressure happily fr awhile. haha. i want the pressure to adapt with me. not me adapt with pressure. can? haaa.
anubh, i couldnt help it. i already watched lost, epi one season five. heh. gatal bnr lost atu. good enough i could stop arah epi one. mn ku abiskn one season in one day cana? [boh, mcm th aku ada smua epi season 5-yet- heee]
oww i said about the homesick thing. since the pressure hasnt really gotten into me yet.. i dont feel homesick. or.. im just not the homesick type.. not here.. i know, my bad that i dont usually miss home like crazy. -of the many homes, which one is the homiest? the sweetest?- hoh. so.. i am not homesick, but i do miss a lot of things. not particularly loads from home brunei.. but anywhere, everywhere from parts of my life... since its so random and i dont want to mention everything either [im not even sure what things..] so im going to list some of the great things ive had or experienced within this one year eh? one year as in, now in may so il go back to june last year. june 2008-may2009. things that i remember lah.. ready? haha. list will not be in the order of the sequence of event or from what i like most-least. just random.
-ice-skating. its june right?
-when i caught up my pace with them, almost reached the finishing line with em. and that they sang the 'adibah song' haha.
-he said i was amazing? cos i did it, pretty okay. he said to me 'im very impressed with u'
-oh when i was taken as the saviour of the team cos i made us won the game when i shot the last target. haiiya, it wasnt me.. it was just the luck.. but im glad i got the luck. hehe
-my 21st birthday. first time aku truly 'surprised'. good work kamu. and really appreciate it ;)
-my 6 laps here. i think my very first complete 6 laps continuously ever. hehe. yes i think i did more than 2.4 before tapi not on stadium tracks. and all that we did fr the rest of that morning.
that was all 2008. byk kali lagi.. tapi ndaku brapa ingat. hee. means yg ku ingat, i truly appreciate those moments..
ani 2009:
-first motor-cross; quad bike to the bedouin village. the opportunity to go across the desert and mliat village bedouin atu live. cos so far, baca arah geo sja and liat tibi.
-turkey. the first snow-ball. first ride on cable car naik gunung. first silap mata teksi. basically, first experience ku out of the country-yg nda prnah di aga- with friends. the foods, the laughters. everything.
-motor-cross quad bike lagi to another bedouin village di sharm. it was cooler and lagi siuk. i love being on that mountain, watching the sunrise. the very beautiful sunrise.
-snorkeling?
-aqua park. everything yg ku main. and of course, tsunami. esp the lamas experience. saved by pajil and the guard.
-hamam firaun. wow. gelap. sampit. panas.
-uhh.. february, OH, AC.
-everytime i am on ddr machine, ezone.
-**us, in the elavator sc with a little arab girl, crying fr her momma. psalnya mamanya nda sampat masuk lift smula and anaknya tinggal sma kami. mun kna ucap mnculik cmana? hehe. this shouldnt be included on my 'great list' tho, it just happened recently.. so i'd like to put it here so aku nda lupa. maybe just something to laugh at.. some times later..
-and some here and there i dont wanna write here. just some little secrets. hoho
err... mcm not fair, all yg diutakku.. none truly from home. i was there june,july,aug,sept. okay, yes i miss them. i wanna see how theyre doing now. i wanna talk to them. eat foods im craving for.. go to the places i wanna go, meet those i wanna meet. haaaaha. i think thats becos.. all of them, all these things are in my blood and veins, been there my whole life.. so i dont have to list them as great things happened to me within this one year. theyre great things to me all this long, all these years. all my life. if u notice, my list is mostly on one lifetime experience or on new things. so.. im not that unfair. haha =D
ehh its fun eh doing the list. i should do this often. hehe =D
anubh, i couldnt help it. i already watched lost, epi one season five. heh. gatal bnr lost atu. good enough i could stop arah epi one. mn ku abiskn one season in one day cana? [boh, mcm th aku ada smua epi season 5-yet- heee]
oww i said about the homesick thing. since the pressure hasnt really gotten into me yet.. i dont feel homesick. or.. im just not the homesick type.. not here.. i know, my bad that i dont usually miss home like crazy. -of the many homes, which one is the homiest? the sweetest?- hoh. so.. i am not homesick, but i do miss a lot of things. not particularly loads from home brunei.. but anywhere, everywhere from parts of my life... since its so random and i dont want to mention everything either [im not even sure what things..] so im going to list some of the great things ive had or experienced within this one year eh? one year as in, now in may so il go back to june last year. june 2008-may2009. things that i remember lah.. ready? haha. list will not be in the order of the sequence of event or from what i like most-least. just random.
-ice-skating. its june right?
-when i caught up my pace with them, almost reached the finishing line with em. and that they sang the 'adibah song' haha.
-he said i was amazing? cos i did it, pretty okay. he said to me 'im very impressed with u'
-oh when i was taken as the saviour of the team cos i made us won the game when i shot the last target. haiiya, it wasnt me.. it was just the luck.. but im glad i got the luck. hehe
-my 21st birthday. first time aku truly 'surprised'. good work kamu. and really appreciate it ;)
-my 6 laps here. i think my very first complete 6 laps continuously ever. hehe. yes i think i did more than 2.4 before tapi not on stadium tracks. and all that we did fr the rest of that morning.
that was all 2008. byk kali lagi.. tapi ndaku brapa ingat. hee. means yg ku ingat, i truly appreciate those moments..
ani 2009:
-first motor-cross; quad bike to the bedouin village. the opportunity to go across the desert and mliat village bedouin atu live. cos so far, baca arah geo sja and liat tibi.
-turkey. the first snow-ball. first ride on cable car naik gunung. first silap mata teksi. basically, first experience ku out of the country-yg nda prnah di aga- with friends. the foods, the laughters. everything.
-motor-cross quad bike lagi to another bedouin village di sharm. it was cooler and lagi siuk. i love being on that mountain, watching the sunrise. the very beautiful sunrise.
-snorkeling?
-aqua park. everything yg ku main. and of course, tsunami. esp the lamas experience. saved by pajil and the guard.
-hamam firaun. wow. gelap. sampit. panas.
-uhh.. february, OH, AC.
-everytime i am on ddr machine, ezone.
-**us, in the elavator sc with a little arab girl, crying fr her momma. psalnya mamanya nda sampat masuk lift smula and anaknya tinggal sma kami. mun kna ucap mnculik cmana? hehe. this shouldnt be included on my 'great list' tho, it just happened recently.. so i'd like to put it here so aku nda lupa. maybe just something to laugh at.. some times later..
-and some here and there i dont wanna write here. just some little secrets. hoho
err... mcm not fair, all yg diutakku.. none truly from home. i was there june,july,aug,sept. okay, yes i miss them. i wanna see how theyre doing now. i wanna talk to them. eat foods im craving for.. go to the places i wanna go, meet those i wanna meet. haaaaha. i think thats becos.. all of them, all these things are in my blood and veins, been there my whole life.. so i dont have to list them as great things happened to me within this one year. theyre great things to me all this long, all these years. all my life. if u notice, my list is mostly on one lifetime experience or on new things. so.. im not that unfair. haha =D
ehh its fun eh doing the list. i should do this often. hehe =D
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
LOST
Miles: I could tell him that ure dead, if u give me 3.2 million dollar.
Ben: 3.2? why? why not 3.3.., 3.4?? **dgn muanya yg cool tpi bari banci plus a lil bit of sarcasm. I like the way Ben always act cool. even the way he speaks, like it too. wlaupun sbenarnya bari bnci. haha.
then now... can u guess crita apa tu nah?
LOST. haaa im back to lost. i gave up watching bnrnya udh. psal sasakku msa liat awal2 season 4. sasakku drg atu balum bagi jwapan. and and 3 weeks ago, aku start mliat smula. back from epi 1, season 1. haha. its not a waste of time, =p siuk masih wlwpun balik2 mliat. yeah, i remember mengutuk lost psal tlmpau byk season tpi nada jua answer. haha.
season 4 is indeed disturbing. it forced me to watch next episode, next and next. mun nda, nda faham. i mean, klw kn fhm.. the answer is towards the end. it feels like mcm balik smula ke season satu, when i had no idea at all. kn mneka pun salah2 sja.
anyway.. salah satu krugian idup ialah NDA MLIAT LOST. haha. its one of the brilliant stories ever made. bisai cara drg mnyusun storynya. the reasons also quite brilliant and.. mysterious?. paling drg handal is at being unpredictable. bagus2. hehe. mind if i share a little secret? sometimes i feel like wanting to be on that island.. fr real. i could imagine being there. boo. and... i think, mcm siuk tnggal sana atu. haha. ish.
i havent watched season 5 though, save the best fr last. haha. season 6 lama lgi ah. 2010? il wait smpai ku ada smua s5 baru th ku liat. at least, il try to wait. hihi. if i start watching s5 now, the curiosity will kill me, in every way it can... as fr now, im wondering bh.. knapa si richard atu nda pndai tua? my best guess is ia time travel. or.. ada byk richard kh?? haha. or aku salah richard. antam ehh. and.. si jin masih idup kh? klw ia nda mlatup pun.. nada jua land yg ampir2.. island atupun ilang. so?? tpi aku nda mau ia mati plg. and.. apa ada pada illusion drg atu? smuanya nada yg mati kali bnrnya. hehe. bapa si jack pn nda mati? or hantu? jacob ani hantu mana lagi? pelik2. hahha. bh2 enough bout lost. hehe.
Ben: 3.2? why? why not 3.3.., 3.4?? **dgn muanya yg cool tpi bari banci plus a lil bit of sarcasm. I like the way Ben always act cool. even the way he speaks, like it too. wlaupun sbenarnya bari bnci. haha.
then now... can u guess crita apa tu nah?
LOST. haaa im back to lost. i gave up watching bnrnya udh. psal sasakku msa liat awal2 season 4. sasakku drg atu balum bagi jwapan. and and 3 weeks ago, aku start mliat smula. back from epi 1, season 1. haha. its not a waste of time, =p siuk masih wlwpun balik2 mliat. yeah, i remember mengutuk lost psal tlmpau byk season tpi nada jua answer. haha.
season 4 is indeed disturbing. it forced me to watch next episode, next and next. mun nda, nda faham. i mean, klw kn fhm.. the answer is towards the end. it feels like mcm balik smula ke season satu, when i had no idea at all. kn mneka pun salah2 sja.
anyway.. salah satu krugian idup ialah NDA MLIAT LOST. haha. its one of the brilliant stories ever made. bisai cara drg mnyusun storynya. the reasons also quite brilliant and.. mysterious?. paling drg handal is at being unpredictable. bagus2. hehe. mind if i share a little secret? sometimes i feel like wanting to be on that island.. fr real. i could imagine being there. boo. and... i think, mcm siuk tnggal sana atu. haha. ish.
i havent watched season 5 though, save the best fr last. haha. season 6 lama lgi ah. 2010? il wait smpai ku ada smua s5 baru th ku liat. at least, il try to wait. hihi. if i start watching s5 now, the curiosity will kill me, in every way it can... as fr now, im wondering bh.. knapa si richard atu nda pndai tua? my best guess is ia time travel. or.. ada byk richard kh?? haha. or aku salah richard. antam ehh. and.. si jin masih idup kh? klw ia nda mlatup pun.. nada jua land yg ampir2.. island atupun ilang. so?? tpi aku nda mau ia mati plg. and.. apa ada pada illusion drg atu? smuanya nada yg mati kali bnrnya. hehe. bapa si jack pn nda mati? or hantu? jacob ani hantu mana lagi? pelik2. hahha. bh2 enough bout lost. hehe.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
hello again
emm well, its been a long time since the last time i heard the wind whispering, feeding me inspiration. wah bigali, cm bnar. haha. its almost a month since my last post.
ive been busy [but thats not why i didnt sign in here... its just... i told u, sort of colourless], and yes, been busy having those night classes and this week, going thru oral exams. 3 subjects done. next, alQuraan. hope to do well, all of us. =)
last year, i remember fighting fr the turn to do the oral. i made my way thru the crowd so that i could have the early turn. i dont know.. maybe i was just tired or maybe im so used to being the first candidate, back in high school. this year, i didnt do that. im among the last.. or klw ada seat, il sit.. but ndalah tahap menyerah diri. u know, its funny how open the oral exam is held. u can hear other's questions, u can possibly see other's mark. what i call as soalan bocor.. but then, funny how i still nervous bout it, funny sometimes i got stuck. iya iyalah.. it depends on ur luck anyway. klw snang soalannya sukur.. its not like soalannya always sma mcm urg before2.. there are loads to be asked, so its right to be nervous. ceh. and.. fr the record, first time ku abis oral ahir. i came to school at nine, waited waited and waited until its 2.15pm.. told u, i didnt fight fr the turn. heh.
hmmm.. bh lets hear my story.. while im willing to share. apanah? its today. we had the oral exam arah mudarrag mabna gidid. u know, the room is so wide.. byk urg.. etc. oral pn dmana2.. and i decided to walk around. maybe i could get some soalan bocor? haha. then i saw tia this singaporean friend.. then i looked her in the eyes fr somewhat 2 seconds? until i asked, "udah oral? apatah?" her eyes... i dnt know. pelik. shock maybe? fr somehow.... silence in two secs-again?
....she said, "saya tengah oral ni" what??! i looked around. eh rupanya ia duduk dpan dukturah th tu. oral th ia msatu tu. aaah. barimalu. i didnt know. haha. baik jua ndaku kna teriaki ulih dukturah atu. aiyo. apala. hmm..
the reading and memorizing that i did this week, esp fr feqh muqaran reminds me of running.. running wh. haha. in running, we started fast.. energetic.. fun.. then we slowed down.. when we slowed down its hard to regain the pace.. then possibly we stopped. we told ourselves not to stop. we told ourselves to continue to a specific distance. "smpai sini, nda lgi lama ni.nda lgi jauh" but when we stopped? its even harder to start running again,even at its slowest rate. unless u have more than enough rest. and good motivation. even so, we wouldnt run the way we ran tadi. yth, sma mcm buku. heeee sukatiku lah.
bh nnti th bcrita nyanta ah.. i dont quite know how to blog anymore [what..like i did know how? haha]
ive been busy [but thats not why i didnt sign in here... its just... i told u, sort of colourless], and yes, been busy having those night classes and this week, going thru oral exams. 3 subjects done. next, alQuraan. hope to do well, all of us. =)
last year, i remember fighting fr the turn to do the oral. i made my way thru the crowd so that i could have the early turn. i dont know.. maybe i was just tired or maybe im so used to being the first candidate, back in high school. this year, i didnt do that. im among the last.. or klw ada seat, il sit.. but ndalah tahap menyerah diri. u know, its funny how open the oral exam is held. u can hear other's questions, u can possibly see other's mark. what i call as soalan bocor.. but then, funny how i still nervous bout it, funny sometimes i got stuck. iya iyalah.. it depends on ur luck anyway. klw snang soalannya sukur.. its not like soalannya always sma mcm urg before2.. there are loads to be asked, so its right to be nervous. ceh. and.. fr the record, first time ku abis oral ahir. i came to school at nine, waited waited and waited until its 2.15pm.. told u, i didnt fight fr the turn. heh.
hmmm.. bh lets hear my story.. while im willing to share. apanah? its today. we had the oral exam arah mudarrag mabna gidid. u know, the room is so wide.. byk urg.. etc. oral pn dmana2.. and i decided to walk around. maybe i could get some soalan bocor? haha. then i saw tia this singaporean friend.. then i looked her in the eyes fr somewhat 2 seconds? until i asked, "udah oral? apatah?" her eyes... i dnt know. pelik. shock maybe? fr somehow.... silence in two secs-again?
....she said, "saya tengah oral ni" what??! i looked around. eh rupanya ia duduk dpan dukturah th tu. oral th ia msatu tu. aaah. barimalu. i didnt know. haha. baik jua ndaku kna teriaki ulih dukturah atu. aiyo. apala. hmm..
the reading and memorizing that i did this week, esp fr feqh muqaran reminds me of running.. running wh. haha. in running, we started fast.. energetic.. fun.. then we slowed down.. when we slowed down its hard to regain the pace.. then possibly we stopped. we told ourselves not to stop. we told ourselves to continue to a specific distance. "smpai sini, nda lgi lama ni.nda lgi jauh" but when we stopped? its even harder to start running again,even at its slowest rate. unless u have more than enough rest. and good motivation. even so, we wouldnt run the way we ran tadi. yth, sma mcm buku. heeee sukatiku lah.
bh nnti th bcrita nyanta ah.. i dont quite know how to blog anymore [what..like i did know how? haha]
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