sweet surrender

just watched armageddon. haha klasik eh. ive heard all the good things about the movie. most people said, its a great one. and yes, no doubt its great. siuk. but... ytah, i was exposed to all kind of spoilers before. i know its a sad movie. i know the story plot. i know how it ends, tpi ndaku tau exactly siapa mati plg. half of the fun has been cut off. hehe. tpi sedih jua masih yoo. tau udhku tu ah, msih juaku hoping fr the total success and happy ending brabis wh. haha

sooo.. i think bruce willis is cool in this movie. cool.. heroic.. sexy? haha. i like his stubborness. the way he didnt know how to fail.. i never had my eyes on him before. ndaku suka ia lah. i didnt understand why and why people like him. klau th ku pernah mliat armageddon dulu, il never wonder why. haha. eventhou sixth sense is my old time fav movie, pun ndaku suka ia dsna. bkn neutral, tpi nda suka bh. now, i change my mind :D ben afflect lagi lah hensem.. punn baruku kehenseman. haha.

andddd sana ada mahone!! haha. he is wayy much younger. sma.. klau ku bukn knal ia dari PB dlu, i dont think aku kn memerhati ia di armageddon ani. hihi. so anyway, talking bout sexy ah.. i like frank lapidus in LOST, sexy in many many ways, esp mun ia pkai baju pilot versi nda smart. hehe. and mahone jua sexy in many ways. i guess, i like old men babe. hahahah. nda dih. depends on their character jua. i like Miles jua.. his sarcasm.. ben, ia cool.. faraday, ia clumsy sikit.. who else? sasakku ending lost S5.

i like jerry bruckheimer. he knows how to make money money. movienya slalunya siuk2. he said, [antah- if i make movies fr someone else, id probably just sit in a small studio] cool, buat movie utk diri sndiri, puas ati. hehe. and aku suka jj abrams jua. tpi si jj abrams psal ia lost. tpi well, i think he is quite superb jua.

dont wanna close my eyes~ dont wanna miss one smile~

ceh, mcm rushing ku rsanya mnaip. kn tidur ku kn tidur.. nganya....

u have stolen.. ~

it feels like... im on caffeine these 2 days.. just after i woke up from my long 13 hrs baby sleep ah.. haha. less than caffeine lah, more to extra anxiety. anxious fr nothing. less than anxious. apatah? nyeh. ndaku kalat mata wh.. nd mngantuk yg nyaman.. i didnt even have a straight six hours of sound and restful sleep.

this should be good. esp fr revision. tpi fr breaks, i prefer having those long naps daripadanya aku punduk2 main game atu. nda pedah2. mbagi stress jua nganya mn mati saaaaja. mn mission complete.. heh heh.. ; two things- either u will hear me ckap sorang diri, or ktawa2. either way, it doesnt give beautiful impression. haha.

i know what happened to my sleep kmarin.. oh neighbour oh- kau main latuk2 lgi. thanks, i tried hard getting back to sleep smpai bsumbat2 tlinga. huuuu.

next, im having hadis. takutku. hehe.

i miss habit pniduranku. haha. i miss the feeling wanting to sleep and just sleep. mengantuk. even its just two days baru ia ilang. antap eh. haha. but its okay, abiskn dulu hadis ani =D

genie in the bottle

woo. two papers left. im just.. like.. 10, 11 days away from home? skajap kn? kn? hehe. i was happy exam hadis kna tangguh, but i couldnt stop thinking "bnrnya next paper ani spatutnya yg last ni. relex dikit" haha. relax relax.. mudahan th soalannya nda pyah.. yg dpat dliat mata kasar. haha. amin.

i slept fr 13hrs last night. 13 hours? fuh. awu, ngalihku kmarin. but still, i dont deserve 13 hrs.. YET.. haha. and silahau eh, ive been sleeping 10 hrs almost everyday time exam ani. except klw esuknya exam.. then i'd spared myself at least 2-3 hrs sleep and some naps yg pnjng. mcm 2 jam. haha trok eh. dont blame my sleep anyway. im left with a quality 14 hrs everyday, ive been spending some effort trying.. [sdang =p] ..and im praying fr the best. oh, rsaku first time th ku jalan2 ni time exams period- within jarak exam. maybe gaps nya atu pnjng jua bh. panjang as in maaaul [kcuali hadis yg bnr2 sma ahwal mn nda pkai buku pink atu.buku PINK ah.haha] exam2 before ani tpuruk drumah, kukut2 kpala. udh kluar rumah "wahhh lma dh ndaku kluar rumah" haha nice.

while my sleeping pattern changes by days.. im having mornings in my life. haha. biasanya nda ampit. i sleep before sunrise, bngun when sun tngah2. and now, its getting late tia tidurku and since ia summer, my window is wide open. some things i noticed, macam.. jiranku tidur nda btutup tabuk kayunya. he, HE left the outside layer of his tabuk bebuka, i guess so the breeze masuk. sajuuk jua sikit. thats fr urg awal bngun, mn ahir.. pnas tia, silau. then, that building in front of our building- not dpan brabis.. a few blocks away. a many blocks away actually, i realised it looks nearer by night than by the day. haha. maybe lighting effect. ceh. lgi? well, some people prefer to sleep with the window open.. klau drg sleep jua tu.. mn nda mcm kes ku~ sma kuyuk atu wh.. hari2 bising.. this of course i noticed a long time ago udh.. i wanted to see kuyuk mna yg gauk ani, tpi alumku nmpak.. mata bh kabur~ haha. what am i rambling?

eh i read this article "love is blind" -scientific proof. it says like when we are in love.. there are certain parts of our brains switched on.. the activity of our brain is like those when we are given something we like.. mcm happy kna balikn krita.. happy psal pass exam.. its like we are given drug.. so love is drug.. bla bla bla.. but unfortunately some other parts of our brain switch off tia.. and unfortunate enough jua, these parts yg switch off ani those yg essential fr us to mcm sort of see right and wrong, flaws.. its like.. usually when we are obsessed with something, we are too in love, too drawn to see the flaws in it.. then we are in denial lah.. so forth.. nya katanya, so there is possibility people get to choose the wrong mate.. hah. ytah yg pyah ni nh.. haha.. antah ih

eightenth

of course im writing bout this, im just as typical as it is.. haha boring.

at this hour, supposedly- i am running out of time, rambut bdiri2.. utak kusut. but thanks to the-one-in-hundred years exam kna tangguh, i am a bit more relaxed. i was happy hearing the news. i am. i know its a selfish feeling, which i kinda think.. that.. i was the only one that happy. haha. well, i came to know there is another person. and some more who seemed didnt really care plg.. tpi mostly, people didnt agree psal ani and rmai yg marah. or sad, maybe.

given i was, or am in other situations.. say, i had a flight to catch before the date exam atu kna taruh smula.. i would be angry, sad kali, ingau.. if i was so dying to go home, marah jua. say, if this thurs examnya bukan hadis, pun barangkali ku ngomplen. say, aku udh revise hadis atu aaawwwaal awal dlu, tnggal skaping nganya lgi kn abis, marah kali. still, i know.. i wont cover all the topics nanti.. but thanks, nda jua ku stress.

u know.. i like the way i just moved on and on this sem.. ada exam, ngafal and everything without thinking much how many papers left.. the way the pressure didnt hit me much.. except, hadis ani.. i was worried cos there is no way i could ever cover those two books in 2 days. no way. not me. hahha. i was doing fine revising before ani.. elek2.. skali kmarin2, hadis struck me. i was chasing the time. knon2nya limiting my main2 time, my sleep. i even woke up early!- which i never did before. hehe. mudahan sja smpai abis exam nnti ndaku stress bnr eh. and nda brabut2 lgi. amin2.

and yea, yesterday was fun. havent had such a long laugh and chat fr a long time udh. && i loveee swatch.