kucing garong kahhh? =D

i saw my sis's display pic on msn kmarin. im falling for the cat. last 3-4 months that cat and adi bradinya were just so tiny. && i end up asking her to take pictures of those cats and send them to me. i feel like going back just for the cats! kn bmain sma dorang. haha. no lh, not homesick. thats just rasa-rasahan. hehe. here is one pic

ia bemegah2 dgn ekornya. adi bradinya yg sekong balang-balang, rugged ia punya design. hehe

and... im up to nothing. hah. its getting colder here. aku pun start garu2 udh. gatal wh kakiku. *its the normal sensitive skin symptom. psal weather*. oh and im having nightmares lately. huh. lagi? i made two silly mistakes. other than these, im an absolute pmalas. clap clap clap. someone said, i mean somebody: if ure an asshole, be an asshole. great! haha. if u know him, if u understand him, then u'l get his point.

i was stalking on facebook last time, and i found my roommate, back in my short-good-old-days duuuulu duulu, in MD. pei pei sandra. glad that i found her! the great thing about us is that we share the oct,11th. she was a nice buddy back then. though it was such a short time, i remember her as a friend, like a good friend. maybe i spent my time quite a lot with her. did things together. some frozen moments that stayed in the back of my head. oh well, how can i forget that one step i made and then took it back? lifted my feet, and walked away? i dont regret it, but i cant forget. of course =) ..actually, i thought il never get to say hi to her ever again. we have lost contact since then. not very long after i moved, i think. i also hope to find my gp class-crime-mate (but i cant remember much details about her!) naa.. just wondering what she's up to now. i hope she is doing great in her studies.

------------scream to memories--------------

i thought im not going to say much. tpi as i go on, mcm byk jua kn dcakap bnarnya. hee.

so anyway, ive watched antm11 finale msa last week. why the hhhhh was samantha in the final two? pkirku si analeigh. bnar th. samantha should be long gooooooone. sometimes i just couldnt understand tyra, and the judges. hish. nasib jua mckey mnang. yea~

ciao. -eh, who do u think called me depdep?-

fall forward..

we went to stadium rabaah early morning today. aku kn mengambang that i did that 6 laps; countinously. haha. skadar. well, skadar for those who has that damn good stamina. i am the one who always hate running. who was (hopefully was.haha) weak at it. i guess ure getting tired of knowing that. getting tired of me admitting that. sbar sja.. keke.. the good thing jua was that i woke up early, so were the rest of the girls =) *cubatah ku bngun awal jua klau kn kuliah atu!!*

then we did fun things. [mostly doing the old routines of 'senaman' msa kanak2]. took some great pictures. if i were not joining them tdi, maybe i would have missed one of the greatest moments spent here. nda plg, sdang. it was fun in a way, anyway. then we went to one of the malay restaurants sini. yes, nasi lamak! cuath ada roti telur/murtabak atu jua tdi. huhu. well, il hunt you roti telur. il get you di sini, someday. mudahan sja. haha. bh kamu2, lain kali lagi ah?? =)

btw im posting this video too. naa.. not related at all psal tadi pagi. this is just so inspiring me. i recommend you to watch this. [for some of you, this could be a spoiler.. for some reasons la.. sorry]. anyway the first time i watched, it touched me somewhere deep inside. antah ah. maybe it was in the right surrounding, emotion, condition, plus maybe aku stress jua masatu. if ure down, lost.. or stress or too busy trying to get the job done, this video will relax you a bit i think. if u dont find it interesting, well.. mnta mahap th tu.. for this description. call me labih2, i dnt mind. cos i am. haha. and.. i dnt mind, cos i love this video =)



i think this is so true.. & meaningful.. =)

tagged

special untuk mu irah =p

1.Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don’t change your clothes, don’t fix your hair… just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your picture.

5. Tag 5 people to do this.

ahah batah~~ hehe. bnarnya this is not the first pic taken. msatu udh ku upload gambarku btukup pkai selimut. kali ku delete. psal ancur bnar. haha. and this is not a nice one either. tpi jdi th. hee. taken pkai webcam.

you step up, il step up too~~

im such a loser. i slept for many many hours. balik skulah, tidur.. lpas tu tidur.. tidur.. someone, get me out of this~~ haha.

define impress? for "im very impressed with you?" i mean, for me wlwpun it sounds flattering, wow you impressed someone! cool. tpi, i feel like it begins from something negative. ure impressed because u didnt expect that someone can perform that well. ure impressed because u thought they cant do this certain thing. ure impressed because u put a low expectation on them.

or.. ure impressed because u never met anyone else who is as good as them before? ure impressed because u never thought u can have the same courage like them? u can never act like them? u can never be as good as them? impressed because what u saw is a not an ordinary strength? diluar akal? haha. this sounds positive then. whatever. someone said that to me dulu, months ago. of course, i felt honoured. sungguh. haha. but looking back, im still wondering. "why?" just because he didnt have faith on me? or too much faith? because.. he saw me as someone weak? incapable? i dnt mind, cos finally i made him change his mind. i made him say that keramat line. i should have asked. should have. instead, i only gave him a smile. my regreted one smile. sorry that i mentioned this balik2. it is still lingering in my mind, somehow.


now, define courage? it doesnt necessarily mean : berani. someone who is not afraid of their weakness is courageous. someone who fights their weakness is even more courageous. && bla bla bla.. apani.. adawh words of wisdom, i read it on someone's PM.. "one's weakness inspired others more than someone who is so sure about themselves" antah, nda plg cmani linenya.. tpi mknanya catulah.. then, i start to understand now, why my weakness was once considered as strength. something that inspired others. i know now, how they could see something great in that weakness i once showed. im not saying i did something great plg, [well, sort of jua.. haha].. ndabh.. nda.. u get my point?

last time masa di kuliah, to be specific the subject was "usul feqh syafi'e".. ada tia this one malaysian bediri and asked a question. that was not usual. jarang urg asing kn betanya. i can tell the dukturah was very impressed. everyone was. her question was simple, yet good. sometimes i find good questions are those yg simple ones. yg tani tend to be careless about it. skali.. yth bh, she is the star now. everyone knows her name. hehe, labih aku ani.. well, cmatu lah.. she stood out. how did she do that anyway? i couldnt even pay my 100 percent attention in the class, couldnt figure out any question directly. kdang2, nda lagiku faham cakap dukturah. [sometimes awu plg, i give 90 percent 'presence' of body & mind. hehe]. even worse, i feel like kn btapuk bwah meja everytime the lecturer pointed out someone to answer her question. skali msani, byk tia student asing tnya2 soalan. plus byk jua lecturer yg suka menyoal. so so this girl, -name is a'idah- has successfully encouraged everyone to ask questions or at least to have that certain courage. utk aku, she woke me up. she encouraged me to pay more attention. haha.


i wish someone would just come to me and say "i like you" or "ure damn great". haha. i wish, someone would just send me flowers. a mysterious one. i wish someone would wait for me at the corner of stair or wall, waiting for me to pass by. just that. he wants nothing from me but my presence. as if that would make his day. i wish i could make someone's day just by looking at them or flashing them a simple smile? haha. i wish a stranger would stop me and ask me to take a picture with them? wahaha so random. no, just thinking that this would make my day. would make everyone's day. apalaa.. eh, jgn plg bini2- someone ani. keke. anyone wants to join my club? to wish what i wish? nyeha~~


im surprised to find myself updating this blog like everyday.. nda prnah2 ku buat post everyday.. andangnya.. lets just wait.. nanti blangau2 kali..

campaign PrBr

gondols season 4

Prison Break Season 4 Summary:

After engineering an escape from the hellish Panamanian prison Sona, brothers Michael Scofield and Lincoln Burrows are determined to seek justice against The Company, the shadowy group responsible for destroying their lives and killing the woman Michael loves, Dr. Sara Tancredi. During their quest for vengeance, Michael’s world is turned upside down when he learns that Sara is still alive. Realizing the only way they will truly be free, Michael and Lincoln avenge to find Sara and take down The Company. With the help of a government handler, they assemble a group of allies and familiar faces including Mahone, Sucre and Bellick to aid in their seemingly impossible task. Unfortunately for the brothers, they must also enlist T-Bag, who unknowingly possesses a vital clue to help them pull off their most difficult challenge yet. They’ll soon discover the only thing harder than breaking out is breaking in.

nah.. udh nyangku.. si sara atu nda mati.. hehe.. ngalih sjaku emosi.. =D but then, its okay klau ia mati jua.. cos we all can predict si sara atu idup masih.. predictable is boring.. an exception for PB lah.. predictable kh ya.. ndakh.. msih juaku suka ;p

do you know how much i love this show? as much as i dont mind vomiting foods i ate earlier; after watching it all day and night, then sambung lagi to the next night.. just kn mengabiskn one season or more.. haha (muntah due to lack of sleep, nutrients jua kali, therefore paning2 sakit kpala.. I ASSUMED lah) *eksenku, i DO mind*

i hope, klau PB ni mkin byk season, it wont bore me, it wont be annoying. just how LOST has bored me sikit2. it is somehow disappointing. tlmpau byk series. tpi mkin nda siuk. atukn aku brabis suka dlu..

bh download kn tia PB aahh.. jn lupa =p mesti ada.. hehe.. aku mau hereos 3 sma desperate housewife jua.. sapa ada?

anyway.. since im talking about tv shows.. i want to include psal ANTM 11.. jgn bagi aku clue sapa mnang~~~ tpi i bet final two would be mckey and analeigh. mckey is so lawa. analeigh is so sweet. but i want mckey to win this [sbenarnya urg yg ku mau mnang nda pnah mnang.. except si whitney season 10, aku pnah suka ia awal2]

btw btw.. i read that wentworth says he IS NOT A HOMOSEX. IA UKAN GAY~~ hehe.. nothing to do with me bhh.. i dnt really mind jua. i watched the series not because of him. sdang.. his character is very impressive, their brotherhood is inseparable, admirable.. sucre's loyalty is one in million years.. PRISON BREAK is a piece of art. the story is deep. has something to deliver, a message. yg ku suka the script writer- his words lawa.. deep jua.. if you notice. i thought ive said about the same thing in my multiply. tpi aku cari, nada pun? boh.. angan2 kali..


awu.. ani prison break punya campaign ni.. free lagi.. u should be proud PB.. for my tiny little effort.. haha..

- dear bawab kami.. dont grow ur hair.. biar tia pindik-menggundul.. bisai usulnya.. *wink* hahhaha-

bawab means pnjga bangunan tmpat kmi tnggal.. something like that.. he reminds me of PB bh, nda plg sehandsome dorang, nda tough & tinggi jua.. but still.. haha

becky bloomwood said so

books. books inspire me a lot. do u remember when i said : one of my short-term objectives is to read at least 10 biographies of famous figures within 6-9 months? and then, two months later-------- i found myself going to bookstores. yes. but, i went browsing for novels. haha. biography tia krg aku aaahh.. =p ... im on my way reading "home again" by kristin hannah. i always pick random fictions. tpi yg slalunya best-selling lh, just to make sure aku enjoy mbaca- i was not a fan of fictions dulu.. baru2 jua.. hehe- last time, i bought one of the shopaholic books, yg si becky kn kawin. ive read only one shopaholic, excuse me for being left behind. ketinggalan zaman kh? haha. [ so sad that khalid hosseini only wrote two books so far. mn nda abis ku borong tu bukunya. but please, write about something else lagi khalid ah.. ive had enough exposure on afghanistan's history and culture. haha. ceh. sikit2 lah.. well, if im not mistaken jua tu ah ia ada dua buku baru. correct me if im wrong. always do =)


so anyway, psal si becky bloomwood ani bh.. she has this kind of strong character that is.. emm.. lovable? silly but adorable i should say? haha. ntah eh. adalah prangainya ani.. aku suka.. =) if only i could be someone as FREE- sort of carefree & SO LOOSEN UP as her.. "there is only one rabecca bloomwood. please dont stop being her" the husband once said to her. this book ok plg, siuk.. cali.. bnr eh, cali.. hheehe.. but then, the point and isi crita is quite weak. tpi i can excuse the writer [stayi aku ah.haha ] for that since ia byk shopaholic series.. but then, she- the writer was going back forth back forth for the same point. sikit lagiku boring.


how are you sure of ur dreams? how do you know those things that u want will make you happy? there is lagi this book kn, she has the perfect life, perfect job, perfect boyfriend. but then, in the end she gave all of those after knowing what she really wants. skali this girl, she has always been dreaming of having this kind of boyfriend. then she really got that type of boyfriend she always wanted. he is the boyfriend that the world would die for. tpi, she wasnt sure. she couldnt love him like she thought she would. she gave him up jua. so i guess this is where this line goes "the best doesnt really mean happiness" or "the best in the world is not necessarily going to be the best for you" moralnya.. stop trying to get the best. hahah. ndalah..

so so psal buukkuuu sajaaa... naa.. just incase ure looking for something to read~~ ;)

some friends were asking psal melwan fitrah. haha. sorry that i mention it here. i told si qay about it. not all. just the reason behind it.. what made me pick that nick. so some of you said "barangkali ko kn jadi rajin kli" err.. did you guys mean aku pmalas? haha.. no offense, u teased me, i teased u back. haha. ada yg ckap "fitrah ani ertinya semulajadi, kjadian asal atau kebiasaan. maybe ada fitrahmu yg ko nda suka kali. and ko try kn ubah" yaahh u hit that. haha. i like ur definition. maybe jua.. hehe. im just adding in ur curiosity. dont stop asking until i choose to tell. cos i still want to say something about it.

aku bru mnta gambar2 dari oni. so, those pics bring some memories back. there are a lot of things i still wanna share. lets just hope aku ingat.

i hate to see that i dont have many posts yet. i hate to see ia kosong. i hate to leave multiply for a while. i hate unfamiliarity. [hate is a strong word. i dont mean it lah.. sikit2 sja.. hee. ]

btw jeedah.. have a safe flight. enjoy your hols. mcm alum batah bh ko balik ah. hehe. [special ni utk kauuu, cos ure the first to find out my url!! lallala~]

first entry

assalamualaikum..

hi! *wave.wave*

this is my launching ceremony. putung riben, tanam pokok. wahh apaknnn ;p

its not easy to get started on any website account. ngaleh mengusai, ngaleh memahami. ngaleh lh. so anyway, i decided to give a try on blogspot. i have another blog account arh multiply. oh oh.. u can find my other posts there =) i already linked it as "multiplyku"

il try my best to take care of both. mcm il have the same post on both, or ada yg ku post arh multiply ndaku post sni kh.. apakh..

bh.. do link me aah.. hehe.. and fill in my chatbox.. btw, be the first one to fill in!! kosong masih ni time ku mnaip aniii.. hihi